Ramblings

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2011-08-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Oh god the only reason I'm blogging is because I so desperately want to tweet but I can't. And I need to tell my feelings on the web just to feel content.

Sigh.

Well it's been about...4 months since I last updated? Oh wow, don't blame me. Do blame time that moves too fast for me to catch up. And my boring life that revolves around lectures, exams and the occasional (understatement of the year) spazzing.

I...actually have nothing much to say. Hope everyone's doing well. I constantly pray for everyone's safety, because that's all I can do.

No ones actually asked me how it's like fasting in Jordan. It's, well, sort of the same? Haha. Ok I suck :|

Til we meet again!

마사랗 기라 ( T_T)＼(^-^ )

random tidbits to those wanting to study at Jordan

2011-04-22T19:39:00.000-07:00

salam.
this is just from my point of view. i've only lived in Jordan for about 7 months? so yeah.
still a newbie. absorbing things. learning.

Random tidbits on Jordan

You don't have to know Arab...

-yes, they'll talk to you in Arab like you're a local but you can take your time to learn the language, like what other people do. or you can just stick to a friend thats good in Arab and let that friend do all the talking, like what i do.

You can't trust anyone...

-this kind of applies at all places but anyway, be ready to get cheated. whether it's the taxi uncle or the person selling onions, they know no mercy. since they see you as someone who can't speak Arab+not a local = very easy to fool. you can fool them by learning some useful Arab phrases like 'Don't mess with me' etc. but make sure to practice it first so that it sounds natural.

You will be judged...

-by anyone and everyone. and also from all aspects. clothing, attitude to even who you talk to. you can choose to get all worked up from it, or ignore it. and yes, it is normal for Arabs to see you like you've grown another head.

You're not Malaysian...

-they'll normally refer you as Chinese. or Indonesian. they practically don't know Malaysia. but you'll mostly be called 'Ali Baba'. you don't want to know what it means.

Stop comparing Jordan to other countries...

-yes, their technology is way left behind. and they like to delay their work. so stop comparing them to other countries to save yourself all the heartache.

Food is nice...

-if you like oily/almost-everything-fried food. oh, and its perfectly normal to gain around 10 kilos in the first few months. if you go back to your hometown and people call you fat, just shove them a shawarma and they'll understand. hopefully.

Smoking...

-is like breathing to them. i think almost everyone smokes here. wait, the girls not so la but the boys, yes they smoke like their lives depend on it. so by coming+living here you are probably losing a few years of your life. on the bright side, at least you know in advance. ^^

hurm, thats all i can think for now. if i can think of anything else i'll post it.
okthankyouchao.
:D

i'm back

2011-04-08T16:45:00.000-07:00

and apparently i'm blogging at a quater to 3am. oh well.

i just found a rather stunning discovery.
that our hearts work rather ~~stupidly~~ amazingly.

apparently, u can love someone who doesnt even know you.
u can care and worry about someone who doesnt even take a second glance at you.
u can lose sleep and appetite over someone that doesnt even know your name.

so here i am. not being able to sleep cause i just found out u were involved in a car accident.
through i heard u werent seriously injured, i'm still losing sleep because of u.

and the irony of it all is u dont even know me.
sigh.

my blog...dying?

2011-02-01T17:07:00.000-08:00

hello.
i've just made tumblr.
here's the link.

i dont see the purpose of blogging anymore.
since i'm a big fan of posting pictures, i guess tumblr would be the bter medium right?
i'm not sure whether i should kill this blog or just let it live.
haha. gosh i sound like a drama queen.

out of the topic, i miss khaty.
mane kau ah? fb dh xde eh?
u should do twitter again man.
i'm more active on twitter than fb.
:D
hope we cld keep in touch thru that XD

chao!

polaroid, anyone?

2011-01-25T07:10:00.000-08:00

salam.
hurm. i'm not one of those ppl that know much about cameras.
i just like to point and shoot. simple :D
but i know some other types like dslr, semi pro and polaroid.
i've always had a slight interest in polaroids.
but sadly, i've never seen one in real life before (sad, right?)
hahaha.

but at syria, we met this uncle who did a business of taking polaroid pics for ppl.
cool right?
so, kteorg budak2 jakun pun amik la satu gbr :D
the pic was taken near the memorial place of Salahudin al-Ayubi.

i think its pretty! :D

l-r (standing): bay, ain, mone, nado

l-r (sitting): echah, meng, pico, me

for those who dunno what a polaroid looks like, see below :D

model: sungmin! (SJ)

it looks something like that. u take a picture and it straight away prints out :D
quite efficient actually. a bit costly thru.
its on my list of things to buy when i work XD

chao!

special thanks to...

2011-01-23T17:36:00.000-08:00

salam.
ni khas tuk aina @hyukiut... hahahahaha.

THANKS SBB KASI AKU ONLINE KAT BILIK KAU XD

puas hati?
:D

lol.
but its your fault!

sbb kau la, aku jdi cam ni bile nmpk suju/kyu

padahal dulu aku x knal pun dieorg.
pape pun aku syg kau! :D

Last Day in Syria -Suq Halawiyat, snow?

2011-01-23T12:20:00.000-08:00

salam.
yay last day! haha XD
we slept at a highland place (GAH CANT REMEMBER THE NAME) on the 3rd night in hopes of seeing snow.
we weren't disappointed! through most of the snow has melted... its still snow right? hehe.

sign of winter - no leaves at the trees

hehe stepping on snow

i think i like this image XD

i think it'll be hard to play hide-and-seek during winter

you can see some snow at the back :D

yes, VERY FEW but better than none, right?

사랑해 (saranghae)

meaning: i love you! :D

if you've watched my gf is a gumiho, you'll understand what this means XD

Second place, Suq Halawiyat!
suq means market in arab while halawiyat means sweets. you know, like kuih.

examples of halawiyat.

iuno the names of the halawiyats! sorry :D

haha. my ulasan on my trip is super crappy.

ouh well.

just see the pictures!

conclusion from trip: Syria is a must go place! seriously!

ok i'm done.

chao! :D

Third Day in Syria-Suq Hamidi. makam Ahlul Bait etc

2011-01-23T11:51:00.000-08:00

salam.
3rd day of Syria trip.

i gotta say, one unique thing about Syria is, you don't have to go far to find a mosque.
i think, from one mosque to another is around 300m max?
and yet, the mosque will be full when it's prayer time. :D

i also like the buildings' design. it has a french kind of design.
i guess its cause they got colonized by the french before, thats why.

so firstly, we went to makam ahlul bait. the people buried there are either related to the Prophet Muhamad (PBUH) or are people that have contributed to Islam.

after that we went to Suq Hamidi.
its a place to shop!
lol, the prices are just the same.

i guess the specialty is that its big. so there's alot of shops.

besides that, we also went to the shrine of Salahudin al-Ayubi

this is an empty tomb given as a gift by the king of germany.

beside it, theres another tomb with Salahudin's body.

next stop was the Umayyad Mosque.

the mosque is so beautiful.

this is makam nabi yahya, which is in the mosque.

kat Syria kan, the kids are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE. lol.
i'm not really a fan of kids. haha. iuno why.
but i just couldn't stand to see them at Syria.
gosh, they were like models.
seriously. look at it yourself.
they have such round eyes. haha XD
and they look super pure.

this is the killer. the most cutest one of all.

can't stand them in winter outfits. they look so chubby XD
gahahahahha.
alrite. done with day 3.
chao :D

Second Day in Syria- Tartus, Masjid Khalil al-Walid

2011-01-23T10:55:00.000-08:00

salam!
2nd day we headed to Tartus.
ade island kat area tu, but seriously I can't remember the name of the island.
hehehe. so anyway, we went to the island by ferry.
lol. how long has it been since i rode a ferry. i think i've only rode a ferry if my family and i were headed to langkawi.

ocean! sea! i missed u :D

with room mate, ain :D

soaking up the sun. lol XD

this was the castle we wanted to go to but it was closed.

it's called Arwad Castle (Qala'ah Arwad in arabic)

after that we stopped by at Masjid Khalil al-Walid to pray.
inside this mosque, theres the makam of Khalil al-Walid.

later that night we went to this place that had alot of kincir air. they still use it up to today :D

after taking this pic, my friend was like "tak lame la tu, kau join dieorg pakai purdah plak."

my respond: o.O

l-r: ain, bay, pico, mone, ecah, me, nado, meng

thats all from second day.
soooooo sorry cause i suck at remembering names of places.
chao! :D

First Day in Syria - Bosra

2011-01-23T10:38:00.000-08:00

salam.
so now i'm gonna blog about my trip to syria recently.
i went from the 17th til 20th of jan 2011.
sorry i can't really write much about it as i can't seem to remember the details.
hehehehehhe. but the pictures are pretty :D
and they do say that a picture says a thousand words.
so i don't have to say much. lol.

First historic destination- Bosra
we went to a an old theater.

outside view

l-r: mone, pico

at one time, u can fit around 15,000 people in the Colosseum

look at the clouds! :D

the stage

yes, i like taking pics like i own the place :D

meet my twin from another century :D

showing some love :D

The Southern Bath: where great people come to bath :D

gahaha. i'm making history

alrite thats all for the first day.
chao :D

bowling

2011-01-23T10:07:00.000-08:00

salam.
HAHAHAHAHA. after exam je joli sakan. XD
mule2 gi main go kart.
pastu bowling plak.
XD

l-r: me, mone, nado, nadia, pico

l-r: ain, nado, nadia, pico

winner game ni nado.
die mmg hebat la.
yang lain pun hebat gak.
i got 4th place, if i'm not mistaken.
haha.
ni kire hebat la sbb slalunye i get last XD
i think i scored 52 kot.
yesh, it may be low but its considered hebat for me :D

ps: is it just me or are my bowling poses weird? hahaha XD

chao! :D

amman trips

2011-01-23T09:58:00.000-08:00

salam.
so am gonna blog now on my trip to amman.
amman ni ibu kota jordan.
hehe.
mase 1st time gi was to take money dekat embassy.

dah dapat duit, kteorg pun merayau ke Mekah Mall. its a famous mall la kat amman. ala2 klcc kot. hehe. tapi sebab 1st time dtg, xde la shop sangat. setakat minum starbucks.

i drank caramel toffee frappe. SEDAP!!!!!!!!!!! i think its for christmas promotion.

l-r: pico, ain, meng

haha. iuno why but i look evil. cake tu sedap. tak pernah nmpk at msia.

pelajar tahun 1 tajaan JPA (MEJ 6)

second trip, terus ubah prinsip. lol.
my motto was: takyah pikir panjang, beli je.
seriously. i didn't even convert the currency. hahahahaha.

so some things i bought:

these are from Forever 21.

ps: its the 1st time i bought stuff from this shop. lol.

closeup on the shoes. love it! :D

nike pun ade sale. i just bought these cause they were cheap :D

i like the colour :D

muke penat shopping.

lol this was me otw back from amman. sejuk :D

k done!

haha.

chao :D

random videos

2011-01-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

yo wassup! XD

1st video: my friends and i were curious to see if you could record vapour. lol i call it vapour but seriously iuno whats the name of that smoke that comes out of your mouth when its cold. XD

2nd video: strong wind at Irbid. lol this video was taken quite some time ago. its gotten stronger. ignore the laughter :D

when u get back your test papers (suju version)

2011-01-22T12:09:00.000-08:00

hello!!!!!
havent updated my blog for quite some time.
sorry, just couldn't find the mood.
thru i have alot to blog about.
trip to amman, syria, etc :D

am currently enjoying my 1st semester break.
hehe. just finished my exams.
was going thru ppl's tumblrs and found this.
haha. had to do it too :D

Your teacher just announced a pop quiz:

So you studied like hell even when you had only 5 minutes:

after getting results:

You fail and you have the lowest marks in class:

You failed but not as badly as you’d thought:

You failed but your friends didn’t do that well either:

You failed (or barely passed) and then someone says “THAT WAS THE EASIEST EXAM EVER”:

Your mom asks for your result:

______________________________________

You passed:

You get the highest score in class:

Your friend gets the highest score in class:

haha.
end :D

ps: the 1st GIF is not suju k. its key from shinee :D

happy new year?

2011-01-01T07:14:00.000-08:00

salam.
happy new year!
tu je nk ckp.
sory wish lmbt.
ouh, merry xmas gak (ni lgi lmbt wish)

malas nk buat new year resolution.
sbb if i wanted to do smtg, i dont hv to wait for new year to do it (kekeke)

plus yg tahun lps pnye resolution pun x beres lgi :/
hope this year will be a happy+meaningful one!

chao :D

ps: happy bday sungmin! new year baby. lol :D

pembedahan pertama

2010-12-25T23:40:00.000-08:00

salam.
just had my first 'surgery'.

haha.
haritu bio lab, bedah katak.
zaki, nik and i were a group.
at 1st i was really geli.
but got excited. boleh tgk internal organs.
tgk heart die gerak. lungs pun comel je. haha.
hahahaha. i sound creepy.
the katak didnt really smell so it was ok.

ni yang lecturer potong. kemas kan?

ni yang kteorg potong. haha. ganas kan?

kawan2 bio lab.

l-r: hanan, me, shireen

satu benda yang aku dpt bukti dari experiment ni:

orang arab GILE GANAS.

dieorg suruh kteorg potong je tulang katak tu and all.

we didnt want to, sebab kesian.

last2 die yang potongkan tuk kteorg.

thats why our katak kat bahagian 'shoulder' die cam dah rosak.

mamat arab tu potong sampai tulang patah. :/

and that guy amik course medic.

haha. jangan la gi hospital org arab. haha.

chao.

btw, this week start exam final.

tlg doakan tuk kejayaan sume org eh? amin :D

it has to be you

2010-12-22T02:14:00.000-08:00

hello.
gosh, i can't listen to this song without being emo+in my own world.

its a song from cinderella stepsister's OST.
It Has to be You by Yesung (Super Junior)

his voice is SUPER awesome and the lyrics are just...wow.

Today, i wander in my memory
I’m passing around on the end of this way
You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
I’m losing my way again
I’m praying to the sky
I want see you and hold you more
that i want to see you and hold you more

It can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you

i cannot send you away one more time
i can’t live without you
it can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you

my bruised heart
is screaming to me to find you
where are you?
can’t you hear my voice?
to me…
if i live my life again
if i’m born over and over again
i can’t live without you for a day
You’re the one i will keep
you’re the one i will love
i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

haha. chao :)

tag game

2010-12-19T02:07:00.000-08:00

ssssssssssssooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyy khaty for not replying to this sooner XD

Apakah yang penting dalam hidup anda?

-islam

-family and friends

-happiness

-money (ni tipu la tak penting)

-FOOD :D

-kpop (HAHAHAHA)

Benda terakhir yang korang beli pakai duit sendiri?

since now i'm living on my own using scholarship money, i buy a lot of household items. random stuff like fruits and veggies. but i guess the most significant item i bought recently is an iTouch 4th gen XD (haven't paid for it yet but my bro already bought it for me!)

Di manakah tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan dan

tema perkahwinan korang nanti?

hurm. haha. ni soalan lawak. tak kesah kot. but at some dewan/hotel or something like that la. not doing it at my house. tema? hurm. tah. garden wedding is kinda sweet. tapi i don't think i'm gonna wear baju kebaya or whatever on my wedding. nak pakai wedding gown XD

Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

tgh bercinta dgn cho kyuhyun XD

Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

am hoping it'll last long XD

lol.

Di manakah korang selalu berjumpa kekasih korang?

di internet dan laptop! XD

handphone pun ade gak, mp3 player (dengar suare die)

Novel/buku/majalah terakhir yang korang beli?

HAHAHA. buku utk university. mase starting 1st sem haritu XD

kalau buku novel, i guess 'di atas sejadah cinta'. but that was AGES AGO. i think like maybe 5++ months ago?

Apakah nama penuh korang?

Irisyah Nurfatin binti Ibrahim

Antara mak dan ayah, mana korang lebih mesra?

hurm. some aspects mom, other aspects dad.

i guess, both? :D

Namakan orang yang korang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang

CHO KYUHYUN

like, SERIOUSLY AKU NAK JUMPE KAU. hahahahahaha.

Adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?

YE. haha. thats why my hands are rough. i dont really like washing machine, rase cam tak bersih.

but currently am using this machine more frequently ;)

Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?

peluk. seems sweeter XD

also, u can kinda do it with both genders.

and u can kinda do it in public XD

Lima benda yang korang sangat-sangat sayang dalam hidup korang?

i assume this ques is for items and not people so:

1.laptop

2.handphone

3.money

4.mp3

5.twitter? (HAHAHAHAH. i get frequent updates about kpop, whats not to love?)

Lagu yang korang suka dan selalu dengar???

hurm. banyak sgt. currently really into super junior. skg listening to boom boom (from their 4th album, bonamana) and shinee's lucifer (second album,lucifer). ouh, yesung's it has to be you pun best! XD

Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?

20.06.1992

last year. jap nak ingat.

HAHA, CANT REMEMBER.

tapi tahun ni ingat la.

no celebration pun.

it was a weekend, spend it at home with family.

ouh, and ade makan2 skit with khaty, muni, nonad, aiman.

tu je kot?

6 orang blogger yang korg nak tag:

sesiape yang rajin buat , be my guest :)

shinee pulak?

2010-12-19T01:18:00.000-08:00

hello.
hehe. saye nak salahkan kawan saye ni yang tlh memperkenalkan SHINee pada saya.
its another korean group.
XD

ok, suke gile lagu lucifer.
haha. seriously addictive.
kalau korg tak gi tgk lagi, PERGI TGK SKG!!!!!!!

haha. ni pun best gak. mashup bonamana+lucifer

shinee ade 5 members je. so senang sikit nak kenal pasti dari super junior (13 members)

from top: taemin, minho, jonghyun, onew, key

suke gile pose terakhir dieorg in the video clip. XD

gosh, dieorg ni muda2 gile.

oldest in the group, onew, is 21.

haha. super junior's leeteuk is 28.

hahahahahaha. gosh, i like old men XD

SUJU still num 1 bebeh!

kyuhyun leading the dance XD

(random screen cap from bonamana)

chao! XD

Golden Disc Award (GDA) 2010

2010-12-12T02:46:00.000-08:00

hello.
nak citer ttg award yang baru berlangsung kat korea baru2 ni (last thursday, 9/12/2010 if i'm not mistaken)

congrats to beloved suju for getting two awards! i know actually u guys could get more tapi xpe la.
korg still daebak! XD

the awards they received were MSN Asean Popularity Award and Disc Bonsang Award.

Asean popularity award is to show which artist is the most popular in Asean countries. fans from asean countries could vote online. i voted XD

Daesang is the award of best song, artist of the year. It's the most important award out of the whole year representing popularity, best song etc. Bonsang is a rank lower than daesang. So i guess you can say that if daesang is the gold then bonsang is the silver. The winners of the Bonsang will then 'compete' among themselves to see who is the winner for Daesang (credit to http://dbsker.blogspot.com)

SJ won daesang award last year. but i guess it wasnt their luck to win it again this year. there were alot of speculations. anyhow, to SJ fans SJ is still number one.

i was watching the GDA video clips at youtube and there was one where the SJ fans were saying sorry to SJ cause SJ didnt win and SJ said sorry to the fans too. i kinda got touched by that. i mean, they really want to win for their fans and the fans really want to see their idols win. gosh. so much love.

there was also a video showing heechul comforting leeteuk, SJ's leader. i guess he really wanted SJ to win daesang again since he's going to the army next year. read more here.

ouh yeah, u should also go watch their performance at GDA. remix version of sorry sorry and bonamana. daebak! XD

obssessed much?

2010-12-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

hello.
firstly, saye nak ucapkan thanks kepada rakan2 seperjuangan.
korang memang hebat.
terima kasih kerana telah berusaha dengan kuat!

ok, i know. i'm taking crap.
haha. my nights are now filled with laughter.
sebab malam2 tengok super junior variety shows.
haha.
best.
dapat pun dari kawan yang same geng.
memang seronok la.
:D

this is my suju's tv shows.

as u can see in the circle, i'll be quite busy for now XD

i think i have all their songs. :D

saje letak gambar suju.

i have their video clips too XD

k. i'll shut up now.

bye! :D

awal muharam+winter

2010-12-09T02:17:00.000-08:00

salam.

baru lepas awal muharam. new year according to islamic calendar.
thinking back, alot of things has happened in this year.
my first time working, my spm results, my first time interviewed (for scholarship)...
my first time entering university, my first time living overseas without my family.

hurm, pondering back, i can say that i was happy with what i accomplished this year.
of course, there were some bad times. but overall, it was a blessed year.
i thank Allah the Merciful for his blessings. not to forget family, friends, teachers etc that had helped to make my year a great one. you rock! XD

now its winter in irbid, jordan.
so i just wanted to show some pictures of winter.
kat sini winter tak macam kat European countries like UK where u have snow thats so thick.
sini tak de snow pun.
on average, everyday will be around 10-15 degrees celcius.
not bad, eh?
haha. not too cold, but u can feel its winter.
XD

on the left are my boots. on the right are my slippers for home (its a cow!)

this is hiram/hirom (dunno the correct spelling).

its a thick blanket used during winter.

kalau tidur bawah hiram memang rase tak nak bangun la.

lol. my hiram's corak. the arabic word is 'uhibbak' which means i love u. haha.

otw to uni. ignore the pose. haha.

kalau gi uni pagi2 cakap kuar kepul2 vapour. XD

tu je.
chao!

SUJU disease

2010-11-28T00:16:00.000-08:00

hello.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
kepada budak2 yang tinggal dekat dengan aku, maaf ye.
korang memang kena sabar banyak2 dengan aku.
haritu gile jang geun suk, sekarang super junior pulak.
salah sape? cite you're beautiful tu la!

mase tengok cite tu dulu, 1st time tgk jang geun suk berlakon.
ada satu kali dlm cite tu dieorg parody lagu sorry sorry by super junior.
the next day when i was playing with my friend's handphone, die ade video sorry sorry tu.
so tengok la.

conclusion: OMG SUPER JUNIOR ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
haha. tu la 1st time kenal Super Junior aka SUJU.
sekarang ade video dieorg, lagu dieorg, gambar dieorg, movie dieorg. even desktop pun gambar dieorg! XD

haha. tu je. sekian.
XD

bday peach+jelajah jordan+raya haji di perantauan

2010-11-28T00:09:00.000-08:00

hello.

ok, dah lame gile x update blog.
ever since kat JUST blh buka youtube balik, mmg duk tgk youtube je la.
seriously, youtube tu addictive.
mule2 nak tgk satu je video, then suddenly kau sedar yang kau dah spend 2 hours dah watching videos.
HAHAHAHA (banyak pengalaman)

ok, so benda menarik yang berlaku sepanjang bulan:

1. birthday amira/peach/pico

one of my best friend's punye bday. walaupun berlaku pada awal bulan november, rasenye x lambat nak wish happy bday. :D
we celebrated it at KFC since die dah lame mengidam KFC.
what my friends and I did on her birthday: buat tak tahu that it was her birthday. even when people kept coming up to her to wish her happy birthday, kteorg tak wish pun mule2. dah lame2 skit baru wish. wish pun cam nak tak nak je. i just pulled her aside and said "birthday kau eh? happy birthday." kejam kan? HAHAHA. kawan aku lagi best, sms je. padahal sepanjang hari lepak same2.

so we celebrated her bday on saturday. makan2 KFC and cake. haha. takde ape pun. tapi best la dapat spend time with friends. lepaskan stres seketika XD

kanak2 x sabar nak makan cake :)

yang kena calit tu peach ye.

ain yang begitu keibuaan sekali XD

2. Jelajah Jordan

14/11/2010 ade Biggest Akhawat Gathering (BAG). ramai gak la berkumpul. ade seniors dari mesir gak. best la. pergi ke dead sea. main2 dengan senior. haha. lepaskan stres. nikmati keindahan alam, dengar citer dari al-Quran, picnic. overall nice day.

ade gak jalan2 ke ashabul kahfi. kalau nak taw cite ashabul kahfi ni, boleh bace dalam surah kahfi, in the Quran.

actually, rase bersyukur sangat because i'm given this opportunity to visit the places where all these important events that are told in the Quran happened. itu antara kelebihan belajar di Timur Tengah. :)

di laut mati/ dead sea

ashabul kahfi

3. Raya haji di perantauan

16/11/2010 i celebrated raya haji. pergi sembahyang raye kul 6.40am. awal gile. kalau kat malaysia maybe dalam kul 8.30am baru start. haha. jalan ke masjid memang menguji kesabaran la sebab sejuk. hehe. tapi seronok la. we prayed at masjid yarmouk, a mosque near our place. ramai melayu kat situ. lepas khutbah, salam2 dengan senior+org arab. then jalan2 gi rumah senior. makan2. seronok. dapat makan masakan msia yang dimasak oleh akak2 yang hebat!

PERMAI ade gak buat program potong daging sembelihan korban. honestly, tu pertama kali pegang daging. haha. since i dont eat beef, i tend to not go near it jugak. tapi mase tu potong je la. experience. haha. seronok buat keje ramai2. :)

persembahan nasyid

dikir barat pun ade :)

kanak2 datang beraya

ok tu je kot for now. ape2 nanti i'll blog some more, i guess?
ps: aku actually exam minggu depan. haha. sempat lagi kn berblog?
pps: aku sekarang makin berani nak makan daging. maybe in the future i can really eat meat?

chao! :D

The Case of Itaewon Homicide

2010-11-13T11:40:00.000-08:00

hello :D
just finished watching a korean movie, The Case of Itaewon Homicide.
ok, i admit i watched it because i wanted to see Jang Geun Suk speak english XD

so here's the synopsis:

Based on an unsolved murder case at a hamburger chain in Seoul’s multicultural Itaewon district in 1997, “The Case of Itaewon Homicide” opens with a graphically brutal scene in which an innocent college student is stabbed to death by a stranger.

Two Korean-American teenagers, Pearson (Jang Geun-seok) and Alex (Sin Seung-hwan), are the prime suspects in custody, and each blames the other for the horrific crime. The suspects throw contradictory evidence at investigators, creating confusion about what actually happened, leaving prosecutor Park (Jeong Jin-yeong) to try to figure out the truth.

what i felt after watching the story:
-its kinda boring.
-the ending was sad. justice was not prevailed. felt a bit annoyed as i didn't know who was the real killer at the end.
-Jang Geun Suk has good english for a korean and he looks good in braids. he looks like a wannabe gangster :D

watch it if you're bored :)

Jang Geun Suk in braids

murder suspect

gangster XD

ok thats all.

chao :)

p/s: sejak bile blog ni jadi tempat review? damn.

untuk melepaskan stres

2010-11-07T01:37:00.000-07:00

hey.
am currently annoyed with JUST's internet.
i don't really care that you block Facebook,
but why, WHY did you block youtube?
i mean, its not completely blocked, but I can't watch videos.
I can't download them.
WHAT DID I DO WRONG TO YOU, JUST'S INTERNET? :'(

gosh.
haha. emo jap.
hilangkan emo dengan tengok ini.
sekian.
chao! :D

You're Beauitiful

2010-11-04T05:40:00.000-07:00

hello!
second post of the day man!
haha. post ni nak cite tentang You're Beautiful, a korean drama I just finished watching.
so far the story has about the same plot as other korean dramas. i like the songs in it through!
i would suggest you to watch it to hear the songs :D

Jang Geun Suk

he plays the main role as Hwang Tae Kyung (FORGIVE ME IF I GOT IT WRONG!)

he really likes to pout in this story

the story is kinda interesting 'cause u get to see the heroin pretend to be her brother and join the group.
but the girl is pretty man :)

her name in the story is Go Mi Nam

love the dress :D

like every korean drama, there has to be a guy that likes the girl too. a third party, u might say. and in this story, that guy would be kang shin woo. real name: yong hwa :)

kang shin woo, in white

comel!

he was the character i liked first in this drama. but towards the end i liked the hero. hehe.

the other guy in this drama is Jeremy. he makes the story light and funny :D

thats all from me.
you should watch this drama, its entertaining. haha.
chao :D

kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak.. (tagged)

2010-11-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

hello :)
post ni di buat kerana saye ditag oleh Khaty (puas hati?)
hehe.

rules and regulations:
-siapa yang kene tag tu wajib jawab XD
-wajib letak gambar tidak lebih daripada satu,dan caption.
-lepas tu,kat bawah gambar tu,barula korang state the REASON,why?

1. kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak makan

sushi :D

rase nak makan sushi sebab tertengok kat cerita korean drama die makan sushi. terus mengidam. but the tendency for me to find a sushi shop at jordan is kinda low so am not getting my hopes high :(

2. kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak pergi

new york!

always wanted to go there. it seems like such a glam city. hehe.

3.kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak tengok movie

Scott Pilgrim vs The World (2010)

watched the trailer at youtube. looks like a funny, lay-back movie :)

its about a guy who wants to date a girl, but he has to defeat the girl's 7 ex-boyfriends. lol.

4. kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak jumpa

my beloved family in Malaysia

miss u guys so much! sobs. :')

5.kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak beli

iTouch 4th Generation bebeh! :D

it has bluetooth, FaceTime (u can videocall) and 2 cameras. the bad side is it takes VGA stills. which sucks.

6.kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak ubah

my ability to speak arabic

bila nak start cakap macam senior Imran ni? hurm...

7.kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak cuba

cook for my loved one

i think its really sweet. masak same2. then dinner together. hehe :D

8.kalau boleh sekarang jugak saya rasa nak bagitau

i'm sorry

its for anyone i've hurt. or when i did something wrong. please forgive me :)

am gonna tag whoever that wants to do it.
k? enjoy!
chao for now :D

sebelum tidur

2010-11-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

salam.
saya paste ni dari fb.

Sekadar ingat mengingati...

Perkara Sebelum Tidur( Tafsir Haqqi )

Rasulullah berpesan kepada Aisyah ra : "Ya Aisyah jangan engkau tidur sebelum melakukan empat perkara, yaitu :

1. Sebelum khatam Al Qur'an,
2. Sebelum membuat para nabi memberimu syafaat di hari akhir,

3. Sebelum para muslim meridloi kamu,

4. Sebelum kau laksanakan haji dan umroh....

"Bertanya Aisyah :

"Ya Rasulullah.. .. Bagaimana aku dapat melaksanakan empat perkara seketika?"

Rasul tersenyum dan bersabda :

"Jika engkau tidur bacalah : Al Ikhlas tiga kali seakan-akan kau mengkhatamkan Al Qur'an.

Membacalah sholawat untukKu dan para nabi sebelum aku, maka kami semua akan memberi syafaat di hari kiamat.

Bismillaahirrohmaan irrohiim, Alloohumma shollii 'alaa syaidinaa Muhammad wa'alaa aalii syaidinaa Muhammad ( 3 x )

Beristighfarlah untuk para muslimin maka mereka akan meredloi kamu.

Astaghfirulloohal adziim aladzii laa ilaaha illaa huwal hayyul qoyyuum wa atuubu ilaih ( 3 x )

Dan,perbanyaklah bertasbih, bertahmid, bertahlil, bertakbir maka seakan-akankamu telah melaksanakan ibadah haji dan umroh"

Bismillaahirrohmaan irrohiim, Subhanalloohi Walhamdulillaahi walaailaaha illalloohu alloohu akbar(3 x )

Sekian untuk ingatan kita bersama.
:D

patriotic

2010-10-28T05:06:00.000-07:00

hello.
i've seen this car for quite some time.
it's parked near mujamma' sheikh khalil (bus stop to JUST).
and everytime i see it, makes me miss Malaysia.
ade juga la rase bangga menjadi rakyat kepada negara yang mampu mengeluarkan kereta buatan sendiri :D
tu je.

ps: yang dalam bulatan adalah kami, pelajar tahun satu JUST yang semangat ke Jamiah (university)! :D

chao! :)

how to be a good man to your woman

2010-10-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

hello!

through i lack experience in this field, i just want to give my opinion on what women secretly wish their men would do for them.
this is based on what i see in dramas, what i hear from friends and families and of course, personal feelings :D
the sequence is not according to order :)

Defend and stand up for his girl

common sense, of course guys would want to defend his girl, but it needs courage. and gut.

Know how to control ego

I think this is a huge problem nowadays. Ego always gets in the way. I mean, I know you can't get rid of it, but just lessen it, maybe? You don't want your beautiful relationship go to waste just cause your ego is too big.

Don't act macho all the time

OMG, I think guys don't realize this but they look super cute when they're shy! Macho is good, but show other feelings as well :D

Know when to say sorry

Which girl doesn't love a guy whose manly enough to admit he's wrong and say sorry?

Loyal

In general, loyalty is important in every relationship. But when a guy can stay loyal to his girl, its really touching :D

Take care of his wife

For married guys, it'll be so sweet if he would take care of his wife when she's sick. I mean, I've realized in almost all the korean dramas I've watched, there's always a scene where the guy will take care of the girl. And girls will always wish their future/current husband would do that for them :D

Help the wife

THIS IS A MUST especially if the wife is also working or has children. The wife might not complain, and the husband will feel it is his wife's job to do chores and take care of the child, but once in a while, help your wife. Lessen her burden :D

Listen to your girl

Some guys feel that its not cool to listen to your girl. But just remember this, the girl cares for you and wants whats best for you. So try to listen to her once in a while.

Style

Alright, not everyone was born with good looks, but that'll disappear over time. Style lasts. So be stylish for your girlfriend/wife. It'll make the girl feel appreciated when you want her to see the best of you, in all ways :)

the guy in the pictures above is Jeon Jin Ho acted by the lovely Lee Min Ho from the korean drama Personal Taste :D

chao!
kalau ade silap, harap maaf XD

musim syita'+personal taste, anyone?

2010-10-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

salam.
hurm, nampaknye ramai yang dah mule risau tentang berat mereka.
yang bestnye, senior2 pun memberi kata2 semangat.
"ala, kalau 1st year naik 10kg x mengejutkan."
o.O
haha. well, i think kalau kawan2 ku risau sangat untuk musim syita' ni, jom menari nak?
sila tekan sini :)

alright, am kinda addicted to tv shows right now.
i blame it on boarding school which restricted my freedom to watch these stories.
now am currently obsessed with korean dramas.
:D
dulu kalau orang sebut korean drama, i'll be like "best sangat ke?"
answer: yup, memang best :D

lee min ho, hero cerite Personal Taste

mana nak cari mamat yang still stylo+macho when crying for the girl he loves too much?

itu saje. sekian.

chao! :)

random stuff at Jordan

2010-10-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

hello!

am so sorry for not updating.
i'm not really in the mood to write about Jordan, but I'm just going to post some random pics I took. :D

1. Jerash

a historical place in Jordan. I think it was from the Roman ages.

seniors who accompanied us :D

2. Jordan University of Science and Technology (JUST)

North Hall

kami bakal dentist, insyaAllah :)
l-r (back row): afiqah, wawa, peach, meng, nadiah, bibb
l-r (front): ain, me, munirah

3. Minggu Haluan Siswa (MHS) and Raya PERMAI 2010

MHS is a program for students that have just arrived to Jordan. PERMAI stands for Persatuan Mahasiswa Irbid.

President Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar Malaysia Jordan (MPPMJ) sedang berucap

President PERMAI sedang berucap

salam raya dari Irbid :)
l-r (standing): echah, bay, ain, nadiah, aimi, bibb
l-r (front row): me, munirah, meng, fatini

sunset di Irbid.
kat sini pukul 6.50pm dah macam pukul 7.30pm kt Malaysia :/

ice cream di Irbid :D
l-r: me, munirah, ain
kat sini ice cream banyak and the taste is a bit different.
more milky.

random pic of a signboard

people still use cassettes in the 21st century!
found this at the JUST mosque

what i eat almost everyday at JUST.
its actually fries put in a hotdog bun. sedap :D
but SO fattening :(

till we meet again, chao!
wasalam :)

doa selamat+phone bru+raye+blk kg+departure

2010-09-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

hello.
as i sit at my desk typing on my laptop, i just want to say that i'm now in Jordan!
for four month preparing for this trip, what do i have to say?

am not ready.
sigh. nevertheless, am already here. so am going to brace it with a beautiful smile :D
i'll write more about Jordan later, sebab post ni untuk raye n departure n blk kg dulu. hehe.

1st: Doa selamat

ade buat majlis skit kat masjid darul ehsan, selangor. dkt je masjid ni with my hse. blh jln kaki je. hehe.

antara orang yang dtg :D

2nd: Phone baru :D

saye telah beli phone baru a few days before raye. Nokia XpressMusic 5800. sbb toshiba dh rosak. huhu. harapan sye phone ni dpt berkekalan dgn sye hingga ke anak cucu. same2 doakan :D

3rd : Raya!

ok. raye tahun ni same je cam raye sebelum2 ni. just bezanya blk kg mase raye kedua. normally we dont balik kg during raye. sebab jam+cuti sekejap. normally blk mse cuti hujung tahun.

seperti biase, pagi raye wajib gi masjid smyg raye. dgr khutbat. salam2. then gi rumah imam n bilal kat situ. diaorg buat makan2 skit. mmg ni adat tiap2 tahun sejak kecik lagi!

friends from CBN
l-r: me, sara arina, anisa rafik, ilyana, ayna rafik

tengah dengar khutbah :D

outside mosque
l-r: aunty pah, mommy, me, k.izza, ilyana

with my parents (in white) and imam's family.
kebetulan my baju kinda matches their theme. lol.

hurm, lepas tu bru gi rumah Mak Long, dekat keramat. normally after that balik rumah, lepak2 je. memang x pergi mane2 pun sebab hampir sume saudara yg tinggal kt area KL akan kumpul kt rumah Mak Long.

raya dishes at my mak long's place. terbaik! XD

4th: Balik kampung!

alright, atas permintaan saye yg nk fly mase tu, saye mintak balik kg tuk jumpe saudara2 kt kg. dah lame x balik., sejak from 3 kot. ade la dalam 4 tahun gitu. so balik ke kedah (jitra) and perlis (utan haji)

yg best nye, blk kg kali ni disertai family k.ima and my my fren aleena :D

kebosanan di RnR

my beloved sis k.ima! ni anak2 die taw. comel kn?
l-r: zariff, k.ima, zahra
zariff ni model taw. zahra belum lagi, still young. haha.

l-r: k.izza, ilyana, me
this is at my mom's house at utan haji, perlis

at my dad's kebun pokok getah at kedah :D

5th: Departure :(

reached early on that day, around 11+ pm. we were supposed to gather at 12+ am. tapi mase tu pun dah rmai gle budak2 pkai blazer. haha. ade yg muke gembire. ade yg muke sedih. muke aku? bosan. hahahaha :D

sabar menanti arahan JPA

kawan2 MEJ 6 :D

jika ada kesempatan, saye akan blog ttg Jordan plak ye?
chao for now :D

am so sorry...

2010-08-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

...for not updating! HAHAHA. i get super semangat then the semangat just leaves.
well, guess what? i've finished my middle east program!
haha, padahal dulu niat nak update blog if ade ape2.
ouh well. (as if people read my blog)

important events so far:

1. INPRO

this is sukan antara program (like MEP, A-Level, Ausmat etc)
we got num 3! yeah! sorry i didn't really contribute but i supported MEP! (isn't that the most important thing? :D)

aladdin, the mascot :)

budak2 KTJ (kumpulan teknikal jepun) yg comel :)

2. MEP grand dinner

HAHAHHAHA. oke. first time i wore a selendang like that.
felt bald, to tell u the truth. x biase. haha. thats why malam tu asyik pegang kepala je. lol. everyone was pretty and handsome that night, padahal mase mule2 sume cam x semangat. haha.

l-r: wawa, meng, mone, irisy, fadh, fiqah, bibb :)

bald! boleh nmpk muke derita :/

with the king of the night, amzar

3. JPA bagi duit $.$

yeah, another important event! now saye boleh shopping sakan atas pertolongan JPA n rakyat2 msia yg dikasihi. :D btw did u guys notice its almost merdeka? i think everyone sibuk fikir nak raye je! (nak buat cam mane, gi shopping complex je dengar lagu2 raye, bukan lagu merdeka or most importantly, lagu2 puase)

aksi2 sebelum dpt duit

ka-ching! :)

so far i've bought a nike shoe and some clothes. hurm, am thinking if i should buy a new phone ke x. any suggestions?

my new baby :)

4. ouh, and finally...

...i got my license! :D through i really suck at driving. hehe.

since i've finished my program, i wouldn't be seeing my classmate til at the airport. am already missing lawak2 korg sume! :( dah la nnt x sure same class ke x. ouh well, am hoping for the best.

MEJ sitteh! we rock XD

btw, credits to Bay for the Inpro pics.
haha, can't believe i compiled all those events in one post. lol.
chao! :)

my 18th birthday :)

2010-06-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

hello.
i'm finally 18!
hahaha.
yesh!i can FINALLY go watch movies rated 18 and above without having to hide.
:D :D

my birthday was great.
thanks to everyone for the wishes.
you guys are too kind.
went to midvalley with Munira, Khadijah, Nadiah and Aiman.it was an outing just to hang out with old buddies and catch up.
we didn't watch a movie or do anything.
we just walked around.
we were THAT broke.
haha.

i was quite surprise to receive gifts for my birthday.
normally people just wish me.
kinda flattered.
you guys make me touched. ;)
this year is the year of the shoes.
its cause i received so many shoes!
haha.
i should slap myself as i asked my parents to buy me 2 high heels!
damn whats happening to me?
among the gifts i received are:

wedges

heels

nike shoes (it was a bargain!)

a book thong with a card (from Khadijah, Munira and Nadiah)

nadiah

l-r: khadijah, munira

i also got a Starbuck's Venti new drink (something like Lemon Hibiscus?)
i got it from my former boss ;)

l-r: abang fizi, kak sasha, me, kak muha, ikhwan :D

so that night i was rushing to get back to Shah Alam.
had dinner with my family.
reached Akasia around 10 minutes to 11pm.
when i opened my door, my room mates started singing happy birthday.
awww....so sweet :D
they even wrote a message for me at the white board at our house.

then i was changing my clothes, i noticed something beside my bag.
it turns out my room mates placed my gift there.
:D
my room mates (Ain, Aqila and Munirah) and Peach gave me a teddy bear :)
now pau2 has a friend.

l-r: ain, aqila, me, munirah, peach :)

thanks everyone for the great day!
love u all!
chao

:)

life in college..so far

2010-06-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

hello.
i've been super busy.
with pop quizzes that keep on popping and brain-killer tutorials, its not surprising i go out every week ;)
classes are hectic.
some end as late as 6pm.starts at around 8am.
damn tiring.
have to rush from here to there.
and since sometimes we have a mass lecture (collaborating 2 to 3 classes)
we have to race there or not end up sitting at the back where the tendency to sleep is super high
(i say this out of experience.)

during spare time, if its not sleeping or being online, we do weird stuff.
like today.my room mate did jelly.
honeydew flavor. yum :)

i'm sad to see that even reaching college life, i still meet narrow minded people.
sigh. people just don't change.

well.
i think thats all.
chao :)

hee ;)

2010-06-08T17:43:00.000-07:00

hello peeps!

;)

am currently in a very cheerful mood. HAHAHA. don't know why.
now i'm in MECL01 (Computer Literacy).
but teacher left us. with the internet.
WAHAHA. through we can't access any social sites, i decided to blog awhile.

class has been fine through sadly, my old school habits have been creeping back.
ee. benci. such habits are like sleeping in class (sorry miss/sir/ustaz)
the subject that always becomes the victim is arab. i'm not being biased...just i get sleepy in arab.
hehehe. ustaz jangan marah, k?

was blogwalking just now and it just occurred to me that everyone is heading their own way.
out path might not even cross again.
its actually kinda sad, once you taken a moment to ponder on it.
sigh.
well.
i hope i can stand the test of time with you, sayang ;)

will update more.
and pictures shall be uploaded later.
chao!

where i am now (for those who are searching)

2010-05-10T22:14:00.000-07:00

hello.

sorry haven't been updating..am REALLY busy.

just entered college for persediaan.

its at Shah Alam.

International Education Centre (INTEC) at UITM Seksyen 17.

hehe..i am under Middle East Program.

if God forbids, shall be going to Jordan University of Science and Technology in September to do dentistry.

k..won't bore you with the details...

got better news to share.

OMG CHELSEA IS THE WINNERS FOR EPL!!!!!!

u guys rock man!

see ya.

majlis anugerah cemerlang

2010-04-28T00:57:00.000-07:00

boria bakerara! miss you guys :'(

l-r :norisah, murni, me, sofya, dewi

debate team! l-r: faradi, moony, hanna, me, syaz

PAP! l-r: me, murni, wani

hello. :)

came late to the event, as usual.

went missing when everyone else has lined up outside the hall, as usual.

had the whole school searching for me, as usual.

got called grandma by ms. vas and witnessed by everyone , AS USUAL.

sigh.

sounds like a normal day at school.

pictures taken by the superb Yana, thanks babe! ;)

chao.

privacy..ever heard of it?

2010-04-15T21:57:00.000-07:00

hey.

certain things REALLY annoy me.

i mean, is it just me, or is it wrong to NOT want to share everything with everyone?

i think that its really wrong if u want to read peoples' msgs behind their backs n tell their secrets to everyone.

i mean, get your own life.

i didn't bother yours.

therefore,u don't have any right to bother mine.

sigh.

mp3 players are the best inventions ever.

they allow u to choose what u want to hear.

my JPA interview experience

2010-04-05T23:48:00.000-07:00

on the day of interview, with munira :)

hello.

i shall now be blogging on my interview experience as everyone is asking me how it was via sms n i'm lazy to type.

my interview was on the 5th of April, 8.00am at Putrajaya International Convention Center (PICC). i reached there around 15 minutes to 8. the place was packed with parents and of course, other candidates. i saw people gathering around some board and when i reached there, it turns out the board tells you which panel you will be in. i was in panel 10. met a few familiar faces such as munira, nawal and amirah nurhani.

around 8.15am, we headed for our interview rooms. there, we all headed to our respected rooms (according to the panel your assigned to) and were asked to sign a form to confirm our attendance.each panel gets around 15 candidates.

jpa conducts their interview in groups. in my panel, i was in the 2nd group. each group consist of 5 people. after waiting, around 10.15am, my group was called to enter to meet the panel. the interview starts!

after greeting the panel, we were asked to introduce ourselves in malay. we were asked to include where we were from, family background and what we did in our previous school.

later on,the questions begin. all my questions were asked in english. everyone in my group has chosen medic as their course except me, who has chosen dentistry. so i was always the last to answer.

first question:

what have you learned when going to the 'pendedahan kerjaya sebagai doktor'?

but, since i didn't go, i got a different question.

What have you learned in the life of a dentist?

hahaha.hahahahahahahahahaha.

i was like, omg what to answer?

so this was all i could have thought at that moment:

"To me, the life of a dentist is not easy. People always assume that its easier to learn dentistry in university than medicine. Well, in fact, thats a wrong assumption as people taking dentistry have to learn the same thing as people taking medic. we have to learn the human anatomy and everything else too. the difference is, we pay more attention towards the mouth and neck area. dentist help people in different ways compared to doctors. for example, when someone has something wrong with their teeth, it will affect their verbal communication in which will affect their self confidence. if u go see a doctor,they might not be able to return your self confidence, but maybe a dentist can. so a dentist is helping people, but in a slightly different way than a doctor."

hahaha.

second question:

If you become a doctor and was sent to the rural areas, would you go?

hahahahahahha. this is like a question where you know everyone will lie and say yes.haha. so my answer was:

"of course i would go. i believe that everyone has the right to get good health especially those in the rural area. they don't really take care of their health as they normally have low income. so they are the ones who should be getting the good doctors and latest technology so that not only city people are healthy."

third question:

why should we give you the scholarship?

i crapped at this. i said something about not really having a lot of money as my parents are both old and my dad is retired. to reduce financial burden. to study dentistry is not cheap. if i was given the scholarship, i don't have to think about money and can pay attention to my studies and will be able to return and SERVE MY COUNTRY.

ahem ahem.

well,overall i think my interview was so-so. it wasn't marvelous, but i don't think it was THAT bad. will have to wait and see. will tell what happens. :)

pray for me!

chao.

nothing new so far

2010-03-29T22:56:00.000-07:00

hello.

bought a new ph.

toshiba G810 (as shown above).

so far so good :)

got jpa interview.

currently stressing out as i hv not read newspapers n watch d news for quite some time..

gulp.

help!

tonite am treating my family kenny rogers.

just a small celebration for my results.

later :)

spm results...gulp

2010-03-22T09:35:00.000-07:00

ex class mates.. :') miss the old days..

seseri has a tv..at the canteen..u guys watch tv during recess? hehe.

my mom accompanied me to take my results.

hello.

my results were...alhamdullilah,good.

thx to all who has helped and prayed for me.

i hope i can further my studies in dentistry and score well too.

celebrating suhaili's and my results for spm

2010-03-22T09:23:00.000-07:00

suhaili's dad yang blanje.

it was actually more towards his birthday celebration.

suhaili and i were just sampingan.

nevertheless,enjoyed it.

thank you so much :)

2010-03-22T09:11:00.001-07:00

as u can see.

i got a laptop.

from my bro,abg is.

thanks alot :)

btw,its for my spm result.

later :)

creating the starbucks experience :)

2010-03-09T01:20:00.000-08:00

hello.

remember i told u that i'm working at starbucks now?

heres a picture of my uniform.

nametag saye name fatin.

hehe.

kat starbucks je ppl call me fatin.

biasenya irisyah.

xpe la.

n heres a pic of my class at starbucks centre.

its at times square.

dont worry.

i took the pics during break.

haha.

the classes were fun.

had a few coffee tasting.

i like kenya. :)

i also tasted house blend,breakfast blend n sumatra.

in class,we learn stuff like history of starbucks etc.

i like the new logo of starbucks.

yang dulu punye freaky la.

haha.

k la.

g2g.

chao :)

pickup lines,anyone?

2010-03-02T23:11:00.000-08:00

hello.
was reading this book called Pick Me Up.
had alot of pickup lines.
some are funny.
so decided to list some here.
enjoy ;)

There's art in beauty. Hi, Beauty. I'm Art.

Is it hot in here or is it just you?

Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?

You must be Jamaican, because Jamaican me crazy.

I'm a thief, and I'm here to steal your heart.

You must be a light switch, baby, 'cause you turn me on.

Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?

I'm not drunk, I'm just intoxicated by you.

Would you like a raisin? How 'bout a date?

Baby, if appearance are deceiving,you can lie to me all night.

Your legs must be tired, because you've been running through my mind all night.

You're so hot, you must be the reason for global warming!

Stop, drop, and roll baby, 'cause you are on fire!

If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'll put U and I together.

hehe.
buhbye :)

to the one i love

2010-03-01T00:47:00.000-08:00

hello.

have u ever had the feeling like you might lose that someone because of what u said?
i mean,u know u didn't mean it,but the words...they slipped out of your mouth too fast?
that's how i always feel. like my mouth as a mind of its own. and it doesn't help when my own damn ego interferes.they confuse me on what i'm saying,and what i really feel or what i should really say.damn.

to that person concerned, i'm really sorry. truth said,even i don't know whether the things i say are correct.i mean, they seem correct at the moment, but not 5 seconds later when your voice sounds so sad or hurt from what i've just said.and it doesn't help when u remember things i say so clearly. heck,even i can't remember saying the things u say i say.

well.i guess what i'm trying to say is.am i forgiven?

nak nak nak :)

2010-03-01T00:43:00.001-08:00

hello.

this is my new obsession.

am currently working my arse off to get this.

an ipod iTouch.

hehe.

this thing will cost me my salary for a month.

i hope its worth the cost.

work :)

2010-02-20T05:07:00.000-08:00

hello peeps!
sory for not updating..

i was accepted to work at starbucks..
baru start working je..
working as a barista..
hehehe..
wish me luck!

one of my friends cakap yang result SPM kuar 16 Mac..
jeng3..

alright.
going.
chao.

ps: chelsea rocks! :)
yg peminat MU tu..sory ek..

yeah bebeh!

2010-02-11T08:47:00.000-08:00

hello.
hehehhehehehehe.

i gt my interview at starbucks 2day!
hv a second 1 2mrw.
wish me luck k?
nasi lemak n secret recipe cm x blh je.
so if i fail d interview 2mrw,am goin to pizza hut.

alright,i should use proper english.
my spelling is getting rusty.
so not going to use short forms anymore,aite?
but forgive me if i do,alright?

was in the car with my dad today.
we discussed about my furthering studies.
since,u know, spm results are coming out soon (gulp)
and he said that he has been thinking of sending me to cairo,Egypt.
hurm.
cairo is improving certain courses which are dentistry,medicine and pharmacy.
and apparently he wants me to learn arab.
hurm.
shall ponder on that.

well.
nothing much to say.
wish me luck on that starbucks thing.
chao :)

job hunting

2010-02-10T08:11:00.000-08:00

helo.
im so bored of not doing nytg at hm.
so decided to go job hunting.
since d job i ws waiting 4 at nasi lemak antarabangsa (near aloha club)
took 4ever to confirm, i went job hunting today.
i applied at alot of places.

these are my top choices
1.starbucks
2.nasi lemak antarabangsa (diff outlet)
3.secret recipe (actually, i did gt d job but rejected it earlier in hopes of getting nasi lemak antarabangsa)

i already gt 1 job.
whch was at pizza hut.
worse comes to worse,am gonna work there starting this friday/saturday.
hehe.
well.
i noe its tiring.
but i want money to buy a new phone,itouch n nike shoes.
not to mention,ppl's bday gift n my anniversary (whch is so near by)

on othr thgs..
nk dpt lesen P cpt2!
bt its taking 4EVER.
i even havent gotten my L.
currently waiting 4 my amali class.
from the looks of it, i might gt my P at d end of march.
ouh well.
bter than nothing.

well.
gues thats all.
nyway.
does any1 noe hw much starbucks pays their employee?
sje nk taw.
haha.
chao.
=)

sory 4 nt updating!

2010-02-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

hehehe...
i noe its been ages..
my internet ws down..n i dnt rly hv nytg 2 say...

spm is ovr!!!
wel..its ws 4 3 months i thnk?
hehe.
uhm..
am currently waiting 4 a job...
want money!!

well...
nthg rly to say..
am filling my days wit reading jodi picoult n watching tv shows..
like supernatural,vampire diaries n glee!!

oh..
n my sis has just given birth..
baby girl!
name iszahra balqis..

well..nthg else to say.
bye.
haha.

gosh i must score!

2009-06-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

hey!

okayyy..
the saying "i MUST score 4 exams" is getting boring.
lalalala.
there are other finer things in life we should emphasize and cherish.
like,i don't know...enjoying people's company, for example.
in my opinion la.
i find it very stressing when people stress themselves.
haha.
relax, will you?
not obtaining the results you've been dreaming of is not the end of the world.
seriously.
the end of the world would be when u did not obtain what u wanted, and gave up on it.
but..u don't have to psycho yourself because of it.
there is no need whatsoever for you to scold yourself.
instead,u should appreciate what u got, and then work to obtain better outcomes.

haha.
people stressing about their results.
no use actually stressing about it now.
it makes no difference.
except if u want to get new pimples.
hoho.
am going.
chao.

=)

my life these past few weeks packed in 1 post

2009-06-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

hello =)

hoho.

decided to blog.

sorry,am so nt in d mood 4 studying.

i dnt find it beneficial to force urself to study whn deep down u know,its just nt going to enter.

so i decided to blog instead.

well,better than sleeping in class.

ok..

so lets start with HKSBP,shall we?

it was around 2/3 weeks ago.

hurm.

in grouping session, Seseri went against SDAR,Sains Machang and STJ.

Seseri (in maroon) with SDAR
(picture from k.ainah's blog)

Seseri with STJ

Seseri with Sains Machang

we won all three,making us qualified for round 2.

round 2 ws against SEMSAS.

Seseri with SEMSAS

won tht round,we went against ASIS for quaterfinals.

Seseri with ASIS

won tht too,so SESERI went against SEMSAH for semifinal rounds.

SEMSAH in action

and LOST.

so close to finals...yet so far.to make it worst,judges actually said it was THAT close for us to win.

sigh.

well..i believe we put up a good fight.

had no regrets.

did what i wanted to do..

which was to prove to everyone i could debate..

and that our debate team CAN go far..

am proud of the team.. =)

i think we did well..

our school consist of only form fours and fives..

its rather difficult to train a team..

let alone for the team to go far..

praise GOD..without HIM we wouldnt have made it that far.

of course,to everyone that helped us thru thick and thin.

our teachers..our seniors (we were touched tht even seniors frm callyx came to see our debate),

our frens,our debate team members tht did not go to HKSBP with us..just everyone!

the win isnt just for us,the debate team..but for everyone who believed in us.

thx alot!u guys rock!

i believe the team can go far in the future.

hehe.good luck finding a new 1st and 2nd speaker,allysha!

as for moony and i,our debate days are coming to an end.

HKSBP left a sweet memory for us.

we can nw 'retire' happily from debate with a smile.

thru i admit IIUM debate wasnt tht sweet (wit the losing and teammates problems), HKSBP managed to clear tht up.thx god.hoho.

our prep room.

in action!haha.as 1st speaker.

munirah (moony) as the 2nd speaker.

allysha,our 3rd speaker.and my junior..so u ll c more of her next year.i think.

enjoying our debate time.we never came out as a serious team.hoho. =)

the team that went to HKSBP 2009 at Sekolah Seri Puteri.

l-r:najihah, jannah, irisy, allysha, moony

holiday wise,i spent my hols with frens,mostly!
haha.
let me quote my mom.
"ee..tak reti duk rumah!"
haha.
well...i had enough of studying in school and i believe its complete bull to spend ur holidays locked up in ur room studying.
so i did the complete opposite..haha.
went out..watched movies..catched up with frens..smell polluted air..crossed streets and nearly got hit..the usual.. =)
hehe..may i suggest watching star trek?best..
hoho.

as for my exam results...well...

hehehe..

i tot it would be worst..but shockingly it was ok..

haha..

well..othrs obtained better results than me..but im happy with my results.

and my sayang is actually proud of me.

and thats enough said.

hehe.

tak rugi pergi blaja dgn sayang,kn?

i definitely owe u one, especially for add maths.

thanks alot!

hoho.

am going to penang this friday (19/6) til sunday.

for librarian trip.

will stop by STAR.

well..if we follow the plan.

not actually looking forward to it.

but..heck,y not.

am in the mood to not look at books for a while.hehe.

k..think i better go.

chao peeps.

ws tagged

2009-06-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

Okay, here's the rule :

Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you

must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.After that tag 7 people.

1.my next birthday

20th june =)

2. place i do or want to go

was always fascinated w d place whn i watch the korean dramas

3. favourite place

my beloved's heart

4. favourite food

dunno y, bt i always eat sushi whn i go out

5. favourite thing

hahahaha!

6. favourite colour

dark black

7. nickname

irisy d flower

8. my love

rotiboy looks like pau2 tht ws given by my beloved

9. my hobby

daydream..hoho

10. bad habit

sleep at unapproriate places..like class

11. wish list

not tagging ny1..whoever wants to do it..do it la..

will update on hksbp l8r k?

hehe.

chao.

ppm in a few hours.gulp.

2009-05-27T20:16:00.000-07:00

hello =)
now its 11.36am, 28/5/09
a few more hours and we'll b on our way 2 sekolah seri puteri 4 hksbp.
im going 4 debate.
hurm.
ms v, our teacher, came 2 c us.
she said kte awl2 dh xde confidence in ourselves.
we look down towards ourself.
she jz told us 2 speak more confidently.
that we have potential,that we can go far.
hari tu mase we went for help institute pun she said tht.
in our 1st round,we weren't really confident cause d opposing team looked REALLY confident with themselves.
she said she wanted to slap us when we looked so scared towards them.
oh well.she called us small mouses.
and guess wat,we won tht round.
actually,we won til octo-finals.
haha.
nk bwt cm ne?

i do admit,being a 1st speaker for the team,
i hold d responsibility of introducing the team.
i ll be the 1st impression of the team.
well..normally i don't really do a good job at tht.
i cn gv my points, tapi sometimes i gt abit scared.
biase la kan.
oh well.
will try my best to improve!
nak jdi speaker yg gempak.
by the end of the day, i just want to gv my all.
want to noe tht i've done my best,no matter wat d outcome is.
dah la it'll be my last hksbp for my school year.
no regrets,aite?
haha.

alot of people have been suggesting that i continue debate til university.
hurm.thats up for consideration.
i missed out on alot of other things that i like because of debate.
maybe i want to try something new at uni.
but i noe debate will still be apart of me.
and even tho byk gle probs i had to go through wit debate,i can say it was worth it.
i grown up to become a more mature thinker, i learn social skills which is vital for my future, and i've also learn the importance on working as a team.
not to forget all the extra info i've obtained.
like on euthanasia (the taking of someone's life when that person is critically ill) which was one of my debate topics.
heck, i've nvr evn heard of d word euthanasia before i had that debate.
haha.
well,we learn new things evyday kan?

even tho it hurt alot,i ll noe that these moments will be the things i ponder and dearly miss at the end.

chao.

gosh sory 4 d no update

2009-05-26T19:44:00.000-07:00

haha
its alive!
suddenly felt like updating.

nw is teachers' day celebration at school.
debate team nt joining.
hehe.cm biase la.
will be leaving 4 hksbp 2mrw!
hoho.
preperation wise..hurm.
redho.
hohoho.
high expectations r placed on us.
alamak.
dh la lwn sdar,sains machang n stj.
oh tidak!
hehe.
going against sdar 4 the theme of sports.
gosh.
3 guys against 3 girls debating on sports.
u cn most probably expect d outcome.
thru im staying positive.for now.

mid year xms r ovr.
hahahahaha.
did....ok kot.
haha.
i hpe.
results xdpt lgi.

rindu org yg dikasihi.
huhu.

k.leaving.
will update in anthr year.
hahahaha.

sory 4 being quite 4 2 long

2008-10-04T21:57:00.001-07:00

hello.
omg.
lame gler x update.
haha.

hurm.
life has been ok.
i thnk.
this year dh gi 2 countries.
haha.
thai n aussie.
hurm.
thai was for an english-science camp.
i went to aussie 4 homestay program.

wit thai buddies =)

in front of dreamworld at aussie. d whole malaysian crew. haha.

my class in aussie.vy international.haha. =)

with farah hani,the girl who has the same foster family w me at aussie.

hurm.
haha.
so many probs in life.
xm next week.
sob.
final plak tu.
hurm.
omg.nxt year i ll finish school.
god.feel so bloody old.
haha.

was supposed to finish studying for finals.
yeah rite.
act spend my time going ere n there.
eating this n that.
experiencing this n that.
haha.

raye ws ok.
didnt rly go much places.
tah.this year org mcm mls nk raye.
i didnt rly hv d mood myself.
haha.guess too much probs.

raya!! l-r:ilyana,irisyah,izza

hurm.
sape x bace twilight series lgi, gi bace.
cun gler =)
kalah harry potter.
haha.
movie coming out soon.
my beloved cedric diggory acting as edward cullen.
cun cun.
haha.
hurm.

l-r:twilight,new moon,eclipse,breaking dawn

edward n bella

oh.
i act experienced wt it felt like to hv a 'org ke-3' in my relationship.
haha.
not nice.
felt vy stress.
evn whn im not doing nytg w d org ke-3,jz talking to that person made me felt like i sdg curang.
hurm.
gosh.
life is upside-down now.
huhu.
suits me,i gues.

had an outing w my sisters.
like,finally.
haha.
hurm.
it ws rly fun.
went ts.
watched mamma mia.
we were like practically singing to evy song.
abba rules!
haha.
thn we ate sushi.
yum yum.
am addicted to sushi nowadays.
hurm.
haha.

enjoying sushi. haha. l-r:irisy,izza

ilyana w tempura.haha.

hv 2 go bck to my sch.
will try to tel thgs in detail,k?
muahx.
bye2.
=)

tattoo

2008-06-07T23:46:00.000-07:00

hello.
haha.

i got a tattoo.

but be4 tht.

this is my fren,munirah posing with my foot.

now my foot k dy.

haha.

band.haha.

i went to see them on friday.

act i wanted to hear their songs but they jz did formation when i came.

sob.no jodoh.

bt i get 2 meet my old frens.

nice.mis band.

i did my tattoo at sg wang.

its temporary la.duh.

bt cn last 4 3 months.

this is wt d girl say la.

we shall see.

haha.

its a dragon.

i act wanted another 1 bt got technical probs.

nvm i still like it =)

btw..

i look like d odd 1 rite between my sisters rite?

sobs.

g2g.

going bck to asrama dy.

pray tht i gt to go band comp!

bye.

past life

2008-06-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

hello.

was cleaning up my closet.
seriously it was like looking back at my past.
with the old clothes tht used to b so cun but now i wont b caught dead in..
and d sch mags..
and letters frm ppl of my past who i dont rly contact anymore..
i miss alot of stuf..

..like my fren faiqah frm standard 6.
she had to bla when we started f1 coz she cant go to afternoon session sch.
no transport.
it was rly cun.
we send letters to each other.
haha.
we were in diff classes.
n it was rly hard to keep in touch cz we dont go to recess 2gtr.
plus she goes bck early.
so we sent letters to each other.
we wld put a letter under d desk when we replied.
arnd 1 letter a week..or whenever we were free.
haha.damn cun.

nyway wt i rly wanted to write today was abt changing.
hw ppl change.how we change,whether we like it or not.
we change physically,mentally,emotionally.
wat we want,wat we need.
wat we luv,wat we hate.

by d end of d day,
who r we actually?

sorry..been thinking alot lately.
abt little thgs in life.
its rly hard 4 me to let go of thgs..
esp thgs tht r rly meaningful to me.
thgs tht i cherish.
sobs.

mis my cbn life.
bdk bnd sume dh gelap.
haha n im getting fairer.
lol.
seriously i mis my bnd life.
my hols r like so empty...
wah..i miss my euph..sob sob..
2mrw start bnd camp.
seriously u guys shud enjoy it while u cn.

my koko life finish already.
debate has ended.
so iuno wt else to do.
ppl arnd me r studying their butts off.
bluek.dowan study.
seriously u shud c me in tht sch.
haha.i've become worse.
seriously during prep time ppl r studying n wt am i doing?
reading a story book.
or worse,sleeping.
dont get me wrong.
i try to study.
just..when i open tht sej book..
or any academic book,4 tht matter..
my eyes will start getting heavy..
n this little voice in my head will go
"u r getting sleepy..just rest 4 a few mins"
n my will power is SO WEAK..
seriously..haha.
im so gna die.
iuno hw im gna deal w my parents when i get my results.
gulp.

oh btw did u noe tht S.H.E. CM TO KLCC?
omg.
n i ws at low yatt at tht time.
by the time i came there,they bla dy.
sobs.
n u noe wt..
MY SIS WAS SO NEAR THEM.
N IT DIDNT OCCUR TO HER TO TAKE A PIC OF THEM.
sobs.
4 a person tht loves taking pics of herself,u thought it wld b common sense.
haih nvm la.
they were there 4 a photoshot 4 canon.
serious shit i nearly screamed when my sis sms me abt it.
haih.no use crying over spilled milk.

bm saya sgt teruk.
haha.sgt teruk sampai saya cakap bahasa inggeris dlm kelas bm.
sampai tahap cikgu bm cakap bi dgn saya.
dia sebenarnya memperli saya..haih.
sedih.
tapi dia cikgu yg sangat cun sebab dia layan kami mcm ibu.
dgn penuh kasih sayang.

omg my bm sucks.
i hv not yet done a karangan in my new school.
last time ws in my xm.
haha cnt wait to c d result.
lol.

gud luck 4 those taking part in bnd comp.
will try coming on fri.

bye.

hari sukan

2008-04-13T20:07:00.000-07:00

hello.

today is a mon n i get cuti. =D
yday ws my sch's sports day.
i ws act d cheerleader 4 my hse.
then last minute i became insaf n turn 2 a QM.
haha.
wt ws i thinking?

act d sports day ws ok la.
i jadi d person tht jemput ppl to sit at their places.
haha.

nyway,
im in d sch's choir!
haha.didnt noe i cld sing.
bt tht sch damn scared of cbn's choir man.
of coz la cbn kn mng.
haha.bangga.
lol.

am currently downloading youtube videos.
haha.
new hobby.
oh i went to pc fair yday!
bought a new speaker n thumb drive.
finally.

uhm.
i cnt update my blog at tht sch.
sad gile.
nthg much happening.
next time i gt 2 go hm is masa cuti bln 5.
sob.
going cbn 2day!
hope 2 c u guys.
=D

i cnt believe im act surviving asrama.
haha.smack me.
k la wei.
g2g.
bye.
=D

oh btw i've just passed a vy hard time in my life.
n im celebrating it by cutting my hair.
lol.

omg haha

2008-03-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

hey.

i cant believe this blog is still alive.haha.im so sory.im d type of person tht will be semangat for some time than d semangat bla.sob.

nyway.
im nt in cbn nymore.
sad kn?
i got a letter saying my application to go to sekolah berasrama penuh (sbp) was accepted.
at 1st i ws kinda ok wit it.saying bye to cbn n all.i didnt cry like i tot i would.
bt aftr tht rite,at tht sch..
i felt so sad.i mis evythg n evy1.i mis my frens,band,aftr sch activities,tuition,my class,my table..sob sob..and to think i used to complain bout these things..

goin 2 tht asrama act makes me realize tht i shud cherish wtever i hv at tht moment n not let it go bru feel sad n all.i mean,i admit,as much as i love band,i always wanted to ponteng.now i mis band so much.sob.i dont think i can even make it to band comp.sad rite?

n u noe wt,if given d choice mayb i wld go bck to cbn.bt i thnk i hv a brighter future there.not to say by goin there i would gt straight a or tht bt by going there it opens doors 4 me.which is smtg tht i noe cbn cant really do.

so i've been crying lately.cause like it or not,i hv 2 accept the fact tht i cant go bck to cbn.i hv to let go.and letting go is the hardest part.cbn was an important chapter in my life.i wil always love it more than tht new school.

inform me on wats happening at cbn k.

as 4 tht new sch,i enter debate there.was best speaker twice.haha.i was laughing when i got tht news.haha.funny.bt my team lost in finals.nvm la.sports day is coming up soon.and so is hari anugerah.u noe wat on hari anugerah the school will be open so outsiders can come n c.wna come?the sch is at jln kolam air kl and NOT AT CYBERJAYA.ala its near the mall.jz used d lrt n stop at pwtc.haha.act rite if i wna fly from tht sch oso damn easy.haha.

hey ppl u guys shud keep in touch wit me taw.send letters to me or email ke.watever la.i cn email there bt it'll b quite slow 4 me to reply.keep in touch!!

email : irisy.nokkie@hotmail.com
address- SM Sains Seri Puteri Jalan Kolam Air 51200 KL.
write my name with my house and class taw like this:

Irisyah Ibrahim, 4 Adioda, Oncidium 1

im so bored there so ur letters would save me.haha.
k la wei.duno wt 2 write dy.
oh btw results 4 spm n stpm came out dy.congrats to all n 4 those tht didnt get wt they worked 4,well atleast its over.g luck 4 those sitting pmr,spm n stpm this year aite?do ur best.am sitting spm nxt year.i feel so old.lol.

will write again in may!! ( i hope la)

new year resolution

2007-12-20T22:29:00.001-08:00

hey.

my cousin cm to my hse 4 raye.
n she has a son tht jz passed his spm.
so my bro,hu works in d ministry of education said tht
est will nt b in d syllabus soon.
hehe.
he said tht mayb they're gna replace with sm space stuff.
blah.space is interesting n all bt me no likey.
joanne likes it thru.gud 4 her la.
my bro is working rly hard 2 send me 2 these schools..
seri putri at putrajaya or integrasi gombak at.. well gombak la.
i want asma bt he said asma is an elit school 4 kedah ppl so normally they take kedah ppl oly.
this is like so sad.
kedah is like my kg.sob sob.
nyway,if i get 8as most probably nt staying cbn.
sorry.
i ll cm 4 bnd comp n sports day .
if cn la.
seri putri gt bnd bt concert oly.
i think rite if i do enter a new school n i enter their band,
i wna play perc la.dowan 2 play tiup2 instrument dy.
gt breathing probs.

nyway
its nt far frm d new year.
normally evy year aftr hari membina azam sm teacher will force us to do some azam 4 d year.
normally d azam we do is kinda fake cz we have 2 read infront of class.
"be a gud anak,get gud result,be gud student..blah blah"
my azam ws 2 make m'sia a cleaner country n world peace.
wahahaha.
hurm.
i tot this year i wanted 2 do it earlier la.
i've been thinking alot abt wt were d thgs i did wrong in d past.
like whn in f2,bnd fin at 4pm.
so aftr recess masuk class.
sume bdk bnd kinda sit in d back except me.
so they all tido je bt i had 2 pura2 listen 2 teacher.
thn i cldnt tahan so i ask my fren 2 wake me up if lets say smtg happen.
aftr sm time i felt kinda guilty.
so i appologize 2 my teacher.
she ws so kind.
"ala ckg tau irisyah penat.nvm la."
HAHAHAHA.
n 2 thnk tht she wld ask me 2 lari padang or smtg.
hurm.
im such a teachers' pet. =D

nyway,
my azam 4 nxt year is to study atleast an hour a day.
nt including hmwk.
follow my study time table.
uhm.let my inner nerd shine.
haha.
oh n b a garang senior la.
nt so garang la.
i ll still b friendly.
bt they wont so berani 2 mess arnd la.
hurm.
i feel so smgt nw.

i've decided tht aftr i gt result 4 pmr..
im gna watch national treasure 2.
evn tho i didnt watch d 1st 1..
ala cincai la.
i wna watch.
that is if i get 8as la.

if i dont..
im gna go eat ice cream.
than pierce again.
than go watch movie.
yay! =D

im so gay.
might as well go.
chao.
btw,wts ur new year resolution?

cameron

2007-12-19T06:04:00.000-08:00

hey.

sory didnt blog long time dy.

went cameron n pangkor d othr day.
bt sadly it rained d whole day at pangkor.
so cldnt take pic by d beach.
cameron pun hujan evyday.
haha.
bt funny thg ws whn we wanted 2 blah frm cameron,it was sunny.
freaking sunny.
haha.
i cldnt stop laughing.

this is d boh tea centre tht we went.bout a hell of a lot of tea.

d tea plantation.seriously fresh air.

ee.cactus.wanted 2 buy bt mom x let.sob.

the view frm my room.

been playing with photoshop lately.
eh kinda syok la.
lol.

evy1 xde kat kl..
pergi sini sana..
blah.
27 dec kuar result.
i hv 2 gt 8As.
or not no band.
sob sob sob.
talking abt bnd,
d othr day ws klwmbc.
went wit shuet.
vi biase je.
iuno y.
ppl said they were gud bt iuno.
mcm normal je.
thai n indon gempak man.
asma gt 2nd place.
freaking bangga.
they oly gt a diff of 1.2 marks
frm thai,d winner.
atleast they gt 5000 dolars.
i gt 2 c d flute girl.
yay yay.
she is so tall.
=D

i jz notice tht evn d smallest thgs will make me smile.
hurm.
is tht a gud thg?
like seeing d sky is blue.
n bein able 2 hear d voice i miss so much.
hurm.
must hv taken smthg i shldnt.

myspace is such a popularity contest.
am getting bored of all these popularity contest
which i ll nvr win.

i miss rumput.
my jiran cemented his grass.
so no more grass cutting.
which means no more grass sniffing.
sob sob.

watch d golden compass dy.
yay yay.
tgk dgn shuet.
i want a deamon.
a snake deamon.
wahahaha.

k la g2g.
my dad calling 2 do ketupat.
btw,happy raye peeps!

chao.

warisan

2007-12-09T01:13:00.000-08:00

hey.

my family n i went to dataran merdeka 2c some warisan stuf.

saw n heard alot of stuf tht i nvr knew be4.

2 tired 2 blog.

bt i post sm pics.

we gt alot of free food.

they kept on giving.

haha.

this is d tradisional way of making d laksa mee.its kinda hard 2 explain bt d white stuff thts goin in 2 d boiling water,thts d mee.

this is dodol.i tried 2 stir it bt it was rly thick.

the long things r sumpit,its a org asli weapon.they put a thg like a needle tht has been put wit poison n blow d sumpit rly hard so tht it will hit an animal etc.d small short thg is a thg they use 2 make fire.it works.

oh..haha.this is d puzzle tht i had 2 complete.act i jz wanted 2 complete it 4 fun cz i like puzzles bt they gave me stabilo colour pencils cz i managed 2 finish it.hehe.they oso showed sm paintings frm balai seni ngr.

ok.gettin dizzy nw.chao.

report frm camp

2007-11-27T23:13:00.000-08:00

hi.

on sat (24/11) i went to camp.

they did it at plkn (khidmat ngr) paya indah wetland..

which s near putrajaya..n a pusat serenti..

hurm..

the camp is about SMART STUDY N PEMANTAPAN AKHLAK

hahaha.

seriously my parents thnk i hv a prob w studying.n my akhlak.

hurm.

akhlak is like ur attitude.

haha.

i guess i do hv a prob wit tht.

bt 2 tel u d truth,i thnk i didnt gt nytg frm it.

except i nw noe i cn shower n dress up in 5 mins

plus 100++ nyamuk gigit.

n sum frens tht i probably wont meet again.

act d plkn place s nt bad la.

i mean i think its ok if u gt it.

i mean,masa bile lgi u gt 2 play flying fox n slip w ur frens 4 3 months?

nyway,hari ni ade bnd.

i finally noe hw 2 breathe correctly.

yay.yasmin kasi main marching euph.

its easier 2 play wit,bt harder 2 carry.

after marching w instrument,my tgn shaking.

penat.

haih.

i wna watch golden compass.

bt no money!!!!!

seriously.

spent all money goin out w ling sue.

sob sob.

bored la duduk kt rumah.

haih.

starting dec i ll b starting swimming classes.

at sri inai.

hurm.

i hv finished reading f4 literature!!

yay yay.

bukit kepong hvnt strt.

i dont evn wna strt it.

looks complicated.

i counted all d subjects im taking nxt year.

TOTAL=12 SUBJECTS

sob sob sob

bm bi m3 +m3 bio chem physics agm sej akauns est tasawwur

my dad wants me to take tasawwur islam.

iuno if im taking est anot.

mcm x nk je.

n akauns oso x sure yet.

since i wna be a doctor, i hv 2 take bio n all.

ee yer..

hv 2 study like mad.

i bru wna make my f4 year a honeymoon year.

hancur harapan ku.

haih.

OMG OMG OMG

S.H.E. COMING 2 MSIA!!!!!!!!!!!

1 dec is their concert

at stadium merdeka.

s.h.e. is a girl group frm taiwan.

d group's name stands for their name selina hebe ella.

ella is my fav.

omg she is so dasyat i mean she sings in evy song n she raps n her hair so cun n she acts n she..she..

heheh.i get carried away sometimes.

cair..haih.

nyway im nt goin..

tickets freaking mahal plus i hv no idea wt their singing abt as they sing in chinese.

bt she so cute man..

blah.

hurm.

i shall go nw 4 i thnk i hv crap long enuf.

till we meet again,dear frens!

sorry 4 d gay-ness.

looking at ella makes me hyper.

a 2 million car

2007-11-07T05:09:00.001-08:00

hey.

i was watching a story called beyong 2mr,n some car company has created a car designed by these teens hu won a contest.
the company wanted 2 create a car 4 d future so they chose teens 2 design it n ask them wt they wanted.
the car s pretty cool.
it doesnt use a key,but some smart card tht only d owner cn use.once u enter d car n put d key card in,d car will straight away do evythg tht suits u such as d sitting position,radio station etc.u cn program it.
theres also a screen where u cn chat wit ur frens hu also hv d same car model.
d car also noes if ur a new or experienced driver.
it also will noe d speed limit at tht current place ur at.
so it will straight away put a limit so it wont let u go past d limit la.
its kinda cool.it cost 2 million.haha.
mayb it ll b cheaper in d future.

hurm.
am vy bored nw.
at sch 2dy d spm candidates gt pencils n calendar frm d sch.
i rly didnt do nytg 2dy.
help my teacher do d borang 001,which is a form where i hv 2 fill in d marks.
hurm.
am getting used 2 doing teachers work.she shud pay me.hehe.
d borang also has a section where u hv 2 fill d hobby n ambition of d students.
haha.
i had fun wit tht.
i put hobbies tht i noe they dont do.
like fishing,sewing..i ws gna put somethg bad like melepak but later i scrd teacher marah.
hurm.
n d ambition part...hahaha.
i put petani,penyanyi..
hahahahaha.

hurm.
aftr recess seriously didnt noe wt 2 do.
i found some f4 text books.
est is weird.
i read d text book n inside gt stuff like spyware...
d size of d virus vs d size of a bacterium

hurm.
thn read bukit kepong.
HAHAHA.
i only managed 2 read d 1st page.
than sleep.
than wake up n looked at my maths hmwk.
serious shit i 4gt hw 2 do dy.
i ws looking at d ques n im like 'which form did i learn this?'
gud thg x throw away my books yet.
haha.
hurm.
than berjalan-jalan.
saw d f5s taking pic.
yi ling s so creative.
i mean,hw she take pic.
i had a nice time looking at her take pic.

thn stared at d wall.
thn blk!
bt guess wt,my adik left me.
i met her at d canteen,n ws gna blk whn she said
'goin 2 swim wit my frens.thn goin klcc.u blk 1st'
like wt je.
if i knew i wld hv made plans myself.
n she said she ll blk at 5,at last blk at almost 8.
ee.
x kena marah pun.
whn i blk at 7 my parents so marah 1.
haih.

theres this cool website called how stuff works.
i learn alot of thgs.
like y we fall in love.
n asal usul vampire.
n hw d brain works.
n y we cant make water.
did u noe tht we fall in love 2 ensure our population continues?
at 1st i ws like kinda shocked bt there is logic 2 it.
i mean, if we dont hv interest in d opposite sex,therefor we wont fall in love.
thn 4 sure la if we dont fall in love,thn we wont do nytg wit them.
so humans also die out la.
kinda interestin rly.
oh n i learn d chemical reactions tht take place in d body whn we're in love.
our body s way complex.
d url is http://howstuffworks.com
my sc teacher introduced it 2 me.

hurm.
k la.
im gna read on panic rooms nw.
c ya.

days aftr pmr in 1 post (this is so me)

2007-11-06T07:05:00.000-08:00

omg.
so long x blog.

hi!!!!!!!
haha.
fin pmr dy.
i feel like a bird.
bebas dy.
pity d f5 n upper 6
spm n stpm..
do ur best..

hurm.
so many thgs happen.

on d last day of pmr..
d last paper fin at 9 somethg..
thn some frens n i went roller blading..
nice!
ling sue teach me once je thn i help her to teach d rest..
omg so byk kali jatuh..
but tht time x rasa sakit..
iuno y..
mayb cz i wasnt caring abt d pain..
just wanted 2 hv fun..
bt d next day aftr i woke up..
PAIN LIKE HELL
i rmbr it took me some time 2 get up..
n had to walk rly slow..

hurm..
thn i rmbr had to stil go 2 sch aftr pmr cz gt robotics..
n u think i ll ponteng gile2 la..
thn pn selvi put my name in debate..
our motion was "single session sch is better thn double session sch"
jo,pepe n i were on d opposition side..
d teacher say v got alot of points compared to our oppponents..
bt our opponents delivered their points better..
so they won..
act rite,v dowan win pun..
too malas to go finals..
our motto on tht day ws to 'speak to lose'

hurm.
thn we had class jamuan.
on 5/11.
as my lovely classmates x bayar yuran pun..
so i suggested to d teacher tht v buy our own food at d canteen n eat there je la.
bt she felt sory 4 us.
so she cook pasta 4 us.
so baik la.
haha.
i rmbr bein vy mls to party at 1st n i ws jz planning 2 sleep aftr i eat bt than d chinese gang make me freaking mabuk n i cldnt stop laughing.
haih.un-becoming of a cbner.

OMG WHICH REMINDS ME..
siva bersara 2dy.
yup.
siva.d siva tht ws in cbn 4 17 years.
d siva tht had such an aura tht only us cbners felt.
she ws evn in sch whn my kakak ws in sch.
wil miss her.
she tegur me whn i ws walking n drinking at d same time.
"ketua tingkatan some more.is this hw u become a cth 2 ur classmates?"
i ws gna reply "my classmates bully me n c me as a maid" whn another teacher cm 2 talk 2 her.
oh she also tegur me whn i lost rm50.
my fren gave it to me to gv 2 teacher bt i went bnd n totally 4gt abt d money.
i jz put it undr d desk.
when i cm bck d envelope tht d money ws suppost 2 b in ws empty.
cldnt do a spotcheck as tht time blk dy.
oh n i byk kali entr office n she wld ask me to take a file 4 her undr her table or d lowest drawer.she mls wna tunduk.
haih.gt kenangan.
n act d longer i see her face,d more i thnk tht shes kinda pretty.

hurm.
nyway bnd play d song 4 her.
act only 1 song,bt repeat 1000 times.
i mean frm d strt of her saying bye 2 teachers (all teachers,pagi n ptg..u do d counting) till she naik car n wave.
ala.
i x sempat say bb 2 her pun.
haih.
nvm.
4sure she ll come bck.
cbn cnt,i mean wont,survive witout her.
haha.
i play byk wrong note..n got 1 time tersesat.
we were playing thn suddenly melody stopped.
base n perc je main.
thn we stop.
ashee ws like sape suro stop?
fara pulak say she penat.
haha.
so had 2 strt all ovr again.
like wt je kn?
hehe.

they say nxt year hanizah (pk 1) will bersara.
iuno abt tht la.
bt confirm whn im f5 ann khoo will say bye.
hurm.
btw nancy s taking siva's job.
like x sesuai je.
i wld rather like choo 2 take.
bt they ikut kedudukan pangkat.
norrizan nk dkt bersara,see tho pindah..
so left nancy je.
nancy doesnt sound like a disiplin teacher.
sounds more like a nanny.
d type tht wld cook u cookies n read u story books before u sleep.
n knit sweaters 4 u.
haha.
im watching 2 much drama.

fin reading harry potter 7 dy.
2 much dying.
plot not bad la.
i dont undrstnd y potter chose ginny.
i rather choose luna.
haha.
bt my fave s still prisoner of azkaban.
i love dementors.
haha.

congrats 2 hanan (naik pangkat) n sara.
haha.
may u hv happy times being org gaji.slash tht.u dont evn get gaji.
hurm.
haha.

k la.
my tgn pain dy.
n i thnk my post s long enuf 2 last a few weeks.
til i write again.

does ur name fit u?

2007-09-04T00:55:00.001-07:00

does ur name fit u?

I: Love to laugh
R: Can kick your butt
I: Love to laugh
S: Lives life for fun
Y: Loved by everybody
A: DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
H: Easy to fall in love with

--------------------------------------------------
A: DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Have beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Dont let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people youknow
M: Makes dating fun
N: Good bf/gf
O: Really easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your butt
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun

hmm.
i shud b studying.
some1 faster slap me.
chao chao.
=D

so long x blog

2007-09-01T21:25:00.001-07:00

hey!
it feels so long since last time update.
hmm.
nthg much happen.

merdeka has past.
watched band on tv.
gempak la!
ashee n ling sue msk tv.
haha.
they played wawasan 2020,keranamu msia n tanggal 31.
when evy1 wear tht ugly baju rite,baru look nice.
hmm.

i went to dataran on merdeka nite.
my dad ajak.
to see d lights.
vy pretty. =D
tpi rempit je kt situ.

oh,i went to pesta flora!
at putrajaya.
vy long time ago la.
bt bru nk post.
the arrangements of the flowers r vy interesting.
they arrange 2 make baju la..etc.

u noe wt i've been doin?
listening to s.h.e.
over n over again.
bt i hv no idea wt d hell they singing la.
cz they sing in chinese.
if u duno,they're a taiwanese group.
i like ella!!
seriously.
she raps.
n d way she talks..her voice..omg.
oh n i like her hair!
hmm.
i sound like wt je.

do u noe tht pmr s in another month?
n im freakin relax.
hmm.
some1 shud slap me.
oh n guess wt.
yday went to this seminar motivasi.
at 8.30pm like tht start.
until 11.30pm like tht.
d ceramah nt bad la.
they tell u hw 2 study correctly.
bt i think its 2 late dy.
skrg aku dh tenat bru nk bgi ceramah.
hmm.
nyway,at arnd 1.40am bru i sleep.
n u noe wt time kna bgn d nxt day?
4.00am.
had 2 pray at 4.30am.
than by 6.30am gt ceramah pulak.
dh la masa sembahyang pun i dh strt 2 sleep.
mase ceramah lagi la.
terus tido.
selambe gile.
bt at least i pura2 2 hear la.
bdk laki lgi best.
kuar dewan than sleep outside.
some girls plak gi buat lawatan sambil belajar.
at least me n my adik tido in d dewan.
haha.best kn?
yela..sape nk dgr ceramah pagi2?
biar dia bebel sorang2

and when i gt bck frm d thing,it ws 7.45am like tht.
terus tido.
i hd 2sen at 8.30am.
bt i plan to skip.
bt of coz la my mom x kasi kn.
mmg i x bgn langsung when she gerak.
bt she noe my weakness.
"kau x bgn skrg,jgn harap aku nk kasi kau gi band"
terus bgn.
x basuh muke pun.
yg bodoh nye..bila gi 2sen,ckg xde.
so wt did i do?
lepak dgn bdk laki.
i ws d only girl.
LIKE WT JE.
EVYTIME OSO LIKE THT.
GIRLS SUME MLS DTG 2SEN.

hmm.
gt international tattoo.
2day strt.if nt mistaken.
at nite la.
at stadium merdeka.
if gt bnd wna go la.

oh lupe nk citer.
masa raptai merdeka (wed) i gi.
as a helper.dgn sara.
hmm.
my 1st n last time jdi helper.
mcm ape je jdi helper.
me n sara dh insaf.
2 long if i wna citer evythg.
bt d most benggang part ws when teacher left me n sara.
alone.
wt a sick junior.
ckg mcm ape je.
1st,miss S left us n said pn N akn jaga us n d kid.
d kid s a f1 girl.duno y suddenly gt sick.
so v cldnt go stadium merdeka n watch bnd.
instead v had 2 stay in stadium negara jaga bag.
sabar je la.
than whn pn N dtg,dia senang2 je ask us 2 stay while she goes 4 band.
i jz takut if suddenly d junior gt asma or watever,ape sara n i r goin 2 do?
ckg x fikir lgsung.
bt lastly me n sara n d sick girl gi gak stadium.
sbb diaorg xcukup air.
dh la i jatuh tangga.
n ws saved by one of these dancers.
tau x skrg kaki saye lebam?
haih.
kenangan.

act my main point of blogging s to say yg im gna stop blogging 4 awhile.
until aftr pmr la.
than party!!!!!
hahaha.
jgn harap nk duk rumah.
keje gi band je aftr pmr.
hahahaha.
bahagia sial.
ahem.
haha.
bdk pmr merdeka dulu bru bdk spm!!
haha.
poyo gler.

k la.
chao!

hmm.bla bla bla.

2007-08-16T02:57:00.000-07:00

hey.

act i vy emo nw. hmm.

nvm la.

last week i went 4 d mass bnd prac.

omg. nvr in my life i saw so many perc players.

othr sections nt so byk but perc ah..wah.

so many man.

n their cymbal so shiny =D

hehe.

act i wanted 2c our cg.

they all say so gempak.

biasa je.

hmm.

vy nt organised.

n d bnd look vy berserabut whn they msk padang.

going again 2mrw.

wna hear them play tanggal 31.

MUSIC VY GEMPAK MAN.

i think its catholic yg play gempak.

hehe.

4 more pics,visit sara's bloggie.

i vy vy love my rumput la.

omg.

i cook cake 4 d rumput u noe.

it ws d rumput's bday.

i nvr cook 4 any1 be4.

tht says alot.

hehe.

i think our brains r d most awesome things ever.

i mean,i wna do research on brain la.

than on d heart.

ee..d heart rite,so simple yet so complete.

i mean d system s based on somethng vy simple.

i cn read abt d brain n heart 4 hours.

got 1 time i went to a kenduri,then we went into d hse la,

then i saw tht they had a collection of medical books.

n i jz sat there n read 1 by 1.

i didnt want to go hm u noe.

it was like heaven 4me.

tamil s vy interesting la.

they talk freaking fast mcm rapping je. =D

i noe hw 2 say 'omg lipas' in tamil.

hehehehe.

bt i say it freaking cacat la.

bt nvm la.

i told my mom n she said 'y dont u learn hw 2 say ur name ke,hw much does tht cost ke,somethng tht u cn use in daily life?'

than i said 'got a lot lipas la in this world.then when i c lipas i say it la'

oh oh oh i noe hw 2 say 'i want u 2nite' in chinese.

wahahaha.

joanne taught me.

than i taught her bahasa arab.

bt my arab sucks.

i only remember numbers.

n some parts of d body.

4 years of learning arab n thts all i remember.

haih.

u noe wt,my taste vy cheap la.

i mean,food wise la.

i like butter n kaya bread at skul.

evytime i c d aunty sell,i do a little scream n start to jump abit.

mcm bdk2 kn?

hehehe.

u noe wt r my plans 4 this hols.

2 FIN ALL MY BLOODY HWK.

THAN GO 2SEN.

vy geng rite?

hehe.

pmr in 1 month n 2 weeks.

gempak rite?

hmm.

iuno wt else 2 say dy.
k la.

bb.

aftr trials

2007-08-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

hi.

so long didnt update.
was hving trials.

u noe wt,i took my trials like wt je.

i mean,dgn penuh x serius.

haih.

than my teacher say if lets say my pmr paper hilang,

they will jz take my trials results which will b vy shitty.

hmm.

my fault oso la.

i will b goin 4 d bnd merdeka prac thing!!!

iuno when.but i will la.

i jz wna c formation.n meet othr ppl frm othr bnds.

hehe.

oh n c cg!

they all say cg freaking gempak so nk tgk la.

hmm.

guess wt..

i ate mcd at 5am.

gempak rite.

haha.

cn c rite tht i baru bgn tido?
haha.

ohohohohoh..
i got d bnd nat comp 07 dy!
whn i 1st saw d cover,i started jumping.
hehe.

methodist pahang freaking gempak play incantation!

way better than vi.especially d brass.

d perc part oso freaking gempak.

they only got 1 quad player.

hmm.

i like asma's 'terlalu istimewa' song.

they play so nice.

n got d flute girl dancing...omg.

hmm.

than their perc feature sounds like a song i pernah dgr la.

hmm.

my rumput hving xm nw.

so kesian.

nvm la.rumput vy pandai.

no need study like mad la.

hmm.

iuno wat 2 say dy.

til we meet again.

chao.

feels weird..

2007-07-21T20:12:00.000-07:00

last friday (20/07)
was d official last day of d f5 this year..
blah..
felt like crying..
i mean...
they r d 1st senior batch tht i was kinda close too..
n it feels weird thinking tht they wont b here next year...
doing formation n practicing 2gthr..
wah..bnd witout yiling n her gang...
doesnt feel like band..
but wat 2 do rite..

ira is d new president..
i agree wit d result of tht..
if she can tingkatkan prestasi cg,4 sure she can tingkatkn bnd oso..
merdeka will b her last time 2 perform as cg..
coz she will b dm..
oh n she said "i hope we can work 2gthr 4 band comp 2008"
yes..definitely i will work hard 4 tht..
but i wont play cg..will b playing euph..
coz i hv a vision 2 mantapkn d brass section..
so i want 2b apart of d brass section 4 bnd comp 08..
lagi pun if i entr bnd comp nxt year,it will b my 1st time coz
f1-wasnt in bnd yet
f2-cg x entr bnd comp
f3-cbnb didnt take part
so i will work freakin hard 4 nxt year..

im not entring merdeka..
i made a deal wit my parents..
d deal is
mom:u dont entr merdeka
dad:aftr pmr,u may go 2 bnd
me:i dont care,aftr pmr,evn during puasa i will go 2 bnd.dont harapkn me 2 blk kg if there is bnd.if bnd got nite prac or watever,im goin
dad:aiya,u sleep in d band room oso i dont care la..as long as its aftr pmr

wahahahah...
they sudah setuju..
so do expect me 2 cm 4 all pracs..
except if i fall sick..
man..i cant wait 4 bnd season..

i saw asma at youtube ady..
sis:y guys wear purple?so pondan-ish
me:this is asma k..
sis:like omg THEY ARE GIRLS?cm lets join their school

then my sis ask a really gud ques..
sis:*sigh*when is cbn gonna entr nat comp n b mantap like tht?
i didnt evn try 2 answer tht..

yesterday was cg audition..
hahaha..
nw i noe hw our last time instructor felt..
like terseksa man..
7 were chosen..
my sis,sadly,wasnt 1 of them..
i told her 2 work hard n improve her studies so tht nxt year she can entr..

ok..nw abt something thts nt band..
i juz found out tht animals get period 2..
fren:my puppy got period yesterday..
me:o.O
fren:u duno animals cn period oso?
me:duno la.i pernah had a pet fish je.so do they like wear a special pad?
fren:WAHAHAHAHA....-_-....dong,they lick it k..
me:wah..like recycle..
fren:*thinks 4 awhile*...WAHAHAHA..irisyah,u do not fail 2 amuse me everytime..

i think im gona google abt it..if got tyme la..

transformers if freaking gempak!!!
better than harry potter 10000000000000000 times..
hahahahaha.
me heart bumblebee.
alala.hes so cute.

k.better stop crapping nw.
till i find something amusing to crap abt.
sayonara.

2007-07-18T00:37:00.000-07:00

harry potter was a drag.
i meant d movie.
my fren fell asleep during d movie.
n whenever me n my sis saw 'he hu shall not b named', we laugh man.
hahaha.
i duno y but it seems like potter lost his touch.
coming frm me hu's a potter fan.

hmm.
trials in less than 2 weeks.
gulp.
i seriously will suffer.
n i wna join merdeka.
hahahahahaha.
thats like asking to get killed.
but i cant join.
im not ready 4 pmr.
lain la if im like a total smarty pants than i wld enter merdeka n christine wont be so tension.
nvm.

y do i hv 2 get my hopes wayyyyyy high?
it hurts like mad when i fall.
ouch.

boo hoo hoo.
was caught looking at a book during agama test.
haha.
d teacher was like 'u think i cannot c ke?'
ahem.
it shows im so not prepared 4 pmr.
sobs.

i miss heroes.
my sylar.
n peter *hot* petrelli. =D

u noe wat..
i found out when i get tension,
i talk ultra fast n not 2 mention its complete rubbish.
n d mangsa 2 hear me crap is always savi.
muahahaha.

jo bullies me.
sobs.lol.
i bully her too.
we like had 2 do a survey 2day abt bully,
n d 1st ques was 'how many times did u call ur friend a name? (in this past week)'
hahahahahaha.
tht ques was seriously dong-ish.
jo was like 'u better answer more than 5 times.'
so i did.
hahahaha.
tht person 4sure think im a bullier or something.
blah.wateva.

oh.n i juz want 2 say :
WATEVER PEOPLE SAY I AM,THATS WAT IM NOT. *quoted frm arctic monkeys*

chao.

dead

2007-07-06T21:57:00.000-07:00

hey.

didnt on9 4 sometime.

was too lazy.

um.

n nthg much happened.

be4 tht went to cheer comp.cbn didnt win.

rowena said xavier this year drop like mad.num 14.be4 this the lowest num they got was num 5.

d wind orchestra was nice.d songs were agak berjela-jela but nvm la.d conductors were damn smart.oh n d lower brass.priceless.if we hv tht type of players in lower brass we ll b damn mantap.

1st place n best conductor was sultan alam shah. ahem ahem ahem.

comel la diaorg.

k la.duno wat 2 write ady.

chao.

i sound dead la.

mayb coz of d stupid trials in a few weeks.

dunno wat 2 say ady

2007-06-07T02:38:00.001-07:00

"plz stop this type of attitude if u want d band to succeed."

today mr koh came to band prac.i knew he was really disappointed.he said d teacher told him late abt our prac during hols."i canceled my othr session wit another school 2 come to cbn.n c d amount of ppl tht came to bnd."
than he went on talking abt othr schools like kuen cheng n sultanah asma n etc.he said they hv more n longer prac than us n kedatangan is always 90% above.

im also vy tired ady.cm 2 bnd to c only d same faces.its not fair u noe.u x pity ke ur section?if ur a senior,u x kesian ke ur junior left all alone?n if ur a junior,u x kesian ur senior came to teach u but u x dtg.

n also x kesian mr koh.he's so caring 4 d bnd n wants to c us succeed but we ourselves dont want to work.u noe wat he suggested?

"im gonna tell d teacher,if u ppl dont change especially in kehadiran,close d band.than aftr 2,3 years,start again."

i agree coz if u open back,only d semangat ones will join.so not much problems will occur.but by d time d band reopens,i probably finish school ady.

"be more serious"

he was saying when d bnd 1st batch practiced,they were vy serious.in 6 month can play 3rd level score.in a year can 2,3 octives ady.he also said we hv vy low standart of seniors.n by being more serious in bnd,we can save time.

"kick out d ppl tht 3 times x dtg bnd"

this is so true.i mean,when i was in koperasi we did this.i was d 1 tht suggested it coz kehadiran was so bad.

"try to get miss choo back"

f.y.i.,miss choo used to b d bnd teacher.mr koh said dulu not so much problems coz miss choo is vy strict.i noe coz she teaches math 4 level 2 n they say she damn garang man.

"denda if do salah"

like if u r sms-ing during bnd or something like tht,d senior can ask tht person to run d field or something like tht.he said its also good 4 stamina.

plz la cm 4 bnd.dont b so selfish.u guys keep on 4getting convent bukit nanas band,individually unique together complete,rational unity unemosional steadfast.

if i get 8As

2007-05-12T06:49:00.000-07:00

if only..k?

*i'll get some money!!hehe
*get to make my family happy
*they cant say i cant cope between studies n band
*"insert othr positive stuff"

but

i'll probably leave cbn.my mom's dream is 4 me to stop schooling at cbn.but if i stop,wat abt band?wat abt lower brass?

too tension.
cant think abt this now.
i'll juz worry aftr i get d results.

chao.

for jo/mssm

2007-05-11T01:06:00.000-07:00

hey.jo wanted me 2 write abt mu.among all things.

mu won some cup.n jo happy gile.its coz cr is there.cant really write abt football.dont really watch it.but i do love miroslav klose n zidane <3

mssm
pn ann was like 'i wanna thank d bnd girls 4 doing d persembahan 4 mssm.u guys did it beautifully.'is beautiful d rite word 2 use?

i think i nvr stand as long as i did masa mssm.i think d bnd stand 4 atleast 3 hours++.haiz.made my legs pain like mad.d person oso so pandai.give speech damn long.d guy tht gave d speech is d timbalan menteri pelajaran.he shud noe tht d bnd ppl still got skool 2mrw.dh la came so late.

but watever.now tht thing finish ady.no need complain.lagi banyak complain lagi sakit hati.

ohohohoh..masa d menteri gave ucapan,d mascots came over n started 2 kacau us.i wanted 2 laugh but tahan jer la.but i couldnt tahan when there was bunyi letupan n every1 jumped.seriously i laugh like mad seeing ppl jump.wahaha..n theres this guy masa i was on d way 2 d bus kacau2 me man.he was like 'wats ur name?'i was bringing yiheng's bass drum n tht guy can still kacau2.n when i didnt reply he started playing wit d bass drum.all i said was 'eh,later my senior marah'.haiz.so stupid.

k.chao.

i dunno wats wrong wit me =(

2007-05-06T05:11:00.000-07:00

hey.

so long didnt update.sorrysorrysorry.

carnival cbn
ok..im late on this.my class sold ice blended.d funny part was when some of us TER-blender plastic spoons wit d ice.i hope no one chocked.

mssm rehearsal
bnd suddenly hv 2 do some march past 4 mssm (majlis sukan sekolah msia).n at d same time it clash wit d f5 diagnostic.so f5 not entering la.so byk junior enter.so quality oso not so good.but watever la.d weather at d stadium masa rehearsal was so hot tht it made me sleepy.whenever tht person gave time to rest,i fell asleep man.wahaha.n when i wake up i felt so mabuk.

eye on msia
nvr naik it yet.today went to titiwangsa n my dad gave money 4 me n my sis 2 ride it.we dh beratur but i change my mind.lazy la.it doesnt look interesting.

my diagnostic marks
wahahaha.u wanna noe something?i go to 2 tuition places yet my marks still like some1 tht x go tuition.i got 3As,some Bs n some Cs.pmr in 5 more months.die die die die...

im emo..
..but i dunno y.its like somethings stopping me frm being happy.at school i juz got no energy to be happy n at home everything i c makes me pissed off.i think its a stage im going thru.

chao.

so bz la

2007-04-18T08:28:00.000-07:00

hey.

cbn's activities is like a marathon.no time to rest.

swt.

KLWMBC

cg did a show.omg they were so gud.made me feel so sad tht i didnt enter.went there as a supporter.hehehe.vi n kuen cheng did persembahan too.

CBN Carnival

which is like on this sat,21st april.i think it'll b boring.blah.we'll c.

Bakat Bukit Nanas

which was 1st named as Bukit Nanas Idol,than Talent Time.i entered wit jojo (played d keyboard),ezzaratul (sang wit me),adha n farihan (dancers).we sang sway u noe.d judges said our baju rocked.hehehe.i only wear cg's uniform (d red 1).

PTI

parent-teacher-interview.which is like 2mrw.swt.i wonder wat teacher will complain about 2 my parents...

i miss band.

especially when we do marching or formation. =(

just call me semangat.

cant wait 4 vi to do tattoo.

now i hv a partner to go wit me! (my bro-in-law,hu is an old boy of vi)

chao.

i couldnt sleep last nite..

2007-04-08T04:41:00.000-07:00

...coz i was thinking of bnd.sigh.

hello.

went bnd cmp.of coz la supported vi.they won.but i'll blog abt bnd cmp later.now i wanna blog abt our bnd.cbnb.if u dont wanna care abt bnd,than u no need read la.but its just my pendapat.

seniors,stop playing

we cnt forever b depending on our older seniors to cover us up.we shud also start improving our skills.dont just think becoz we hv an older senior in our section,we dont hv to play our best.try to b at d same level or even better than ur seniors.

juniors,stop dreaming

once u enter bnd,its like u've signed a contract wit bnd.to come to bnd practices,to listen to ur seniors,to learn wit all ur heart,to love n care 4 d bnd.but u always break d rules.cm 2 bnd than play2.x serious at all.blajar instrument as if dipaksa.if u dont like bnd,better u quit.n stop being so active in evrythng else until u no time 4 bnd.

appreciate each othr
hv u ever said thx 2 ur seniors 4 teaching u guys?no rite,coz u always anggap its mmg d seniors' job to teach u.but ur wrong.d senior can do othr things like improve herself but she choose to teach u.so u must thx her.seniors,hv u ever said thx 2 ur juniors 4 cming 2 bnd?4 sure no coz u also anggap its her duty to come.mana tau,she got lots of prob but still managed to cm.so must appreciate each othr.

respect

juniors must listen to wat ur seniors r saying.seniors shudn't bully juniors.

got some more.but d more i write,i get more sad.

if u want our bnd to b like vi,act like vi.their kehadiran to bnd is always 99% n above.they cm to bnd to improve themselves n not to play2.they treat each othr wit respect.they share d burden together.

cbnbiutcruus.

Convent Bukit Nanas Band

Individually Unique Together Complete

Rational Unity Unemotional Steadfast

y is d system so bad?

2007-04-05T05:10:00.000-07:00

hello.

i vy x puas hati u noe.we,d f3,baru aftr sports day,baru nk catch up,suddenly we all hv 2 sit 4 d bloody diagnostik.hello,they x de hati ke?so kesian us,terutama bnd ppl,we baru nk catch up,tetibe its xm time ady.than when our marks suck,u ppl scold us.hmwk x siap,u ppl ugut wanna denda us.

u ppl r so smart.

oh,n to make things better,cg is d opening act 4 some international band thing.n guess when is it?next sat.n they practice during diagnostik week.SO UNFAIR.I WANNA CRY.sabar je la.some more they get new baju.why my nasib so malang one?

haiz.this sat is bnd cmp.gud luck 2 those tht r entering.i mcm vy mls nk go but i wanna c vi's n sji's cg.wanna c how gud they r.n i so long x dgr bagpipe.hehe.

im so blur nowadays.n im not feeling well.n i dunno if i shud use d bnd money to buy bag,clothes,keep it or bayar hutang?haizzzzzzzzzzz.2day 1st time eat korea food.its so nice man.but d kimchi make me sakit perut la.n d tea makes me dizzy.besides tht all nice la. =D

im so tension rite now.i want a kiss frm shin.n a hug frm yi ling.WAHAHAHA.

chao.

oh i juz noticed i got tagged

2007-04-01T03:39:00.000-07:00

sorrysorrysorrysorry

totally my fault.

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

1.i like talking to non-living things..
...like my cg flag,d trees,my bag.

2.i name everything tht i hv..
..as nokkie.i dunno y.

3.i MUST hv my..
..watch.its a must.anything else i can live wit,but watch,nono.

4.i hv this weird habit of..
..scaring small children.they dont like me.mcm la i like them.only d vy vy VY cute ones i layan.or when im hving pms.

5.i find guys hu hv girlfriends..
..hotter than those tht dont hv.i dunno y.it scares me thru.

6.i love smelling the grass. ;)

A for Age : 14+ going 15 soon
B for Brains : i spend my free time reading abt them.vy interesting.
C for Childhood memories : in canada. =D
D for Drama addiction : a few.hehe.but not tht addicted.
E for Eating habits : eat whenever i want to.even if its 3am.
F for Fun : fun?running around like an idiot n calling ppl to join u. ;)
G for Greatest treasure : myself.
H for Hometown : kedah n perlis.
I for Idiot : d person next to me.hehe.no la.
J for Jams : eat them wit toast.yummy.
K for Kelantan or Kuantan? : i choose kentucky.
L for Lesbian : i noe 1.
M for Moustache : i find them menggelikan.
N for Nanny : isnt tht a story?
O for Obsession : my obsessions r my weakness.
P for Pink : i cant stand pink.
Q for Queing : is d time i think differently.
R for Regrets : hv a few.
S for Screaming : masa tension,scream in d water.vy memuaskn.
T for Teens : im a teen.i think.lol.
U for Untidy : which is totally me.
V for Vain : im too shy to b vain.
W for Was stupid : im trying to b
X for Xmas : i find xmas amusing.
Y for Yarns : apa tu?
Z for Zodiac : gemini

im tagging...no1.as i dunno hu 2 tag.

26/3/07 until 31/3/07

2007-04-01T02:23:00.000-07:00

hello.this week vy tiring.

monday to wednesday...
practice band as usual.sports day is juz around d corner so no time to play2 ady.went tuition aftr tht.

thursday..

raptai at kg pandan.d last day be4 sports day.semua mula takut.wahaha.than at night my sis turns to a wife.i mean,she nikah tht nite.got all teary.must c her now as some1's wife,not my sis anymore. =(

friday..

d day band members hv been spending our days under d sun 4.sports day.ppl say we r ok.but i dont trust opinions given by fellow students has they tend to lie to make us feel better.so i asked my family members.they wont lie 1 as they dont really support band.

"music not so good.formation agak cacat.y masa static song cg at d back?couldnt c wat u guys were doing.nampak mcm main2 at d back.at least ur baju is pretty"

band's clothes.farah as d model.cg's clothes is diff,k.

haiz.

saturday..my sis' wedding.walao..work like gila2 2 make it successful.gud thing nthg went wrong.every1 was happy.food ok.place ok.

oh yeah n did i tell u i spent my free time this week n last week watching princess hours?d korean drama is showing at 8tv but coz amalina has d cd (amalina,i love u SO MUCH!!) so i noe wats gonna happen ady.hehehe.

sape yg x tgk vy rugi la.some more HOW CLD U NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH JOO JI HOON?he is so menggoda.

oh n got ppl like Yul too,which is actually Kim Jung Hoon.but he looks so baik.i go 4 d bad boy type.wahaha.

ok..chao.

blogging 3 days of events in 1

2007-03-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

hello.
wahahaha.typical me. =D

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day 1 - Thursday,15 March

no band today.so took d chance to catch up on kerja khusus.went kl library wit farah.it was my 1st time k n i tot it was heaven as so many books were there!went high seeing all those books!kesian farah thru,she had to wait for me as i chose which books i wanted to borrow.

than we went to d muzium.seriously.tht experience was totally lol-able.frm d kl sentral lrt station,we walked thru Hilton than crossed all these highways.lol.ppl were looking at us but we didnt care.all for sejarah folio.met wit hanan n sarah in d muzium.bla bla bla..than by d time we finished we had 2 rush coz farah's tuition started at 2.30.so naik teksi (farah blanje since it was raining) to kl sentral than went to pasar seni where farah ran to her tuition n i stayed back to meet some1.bla bla bla.went to nasional library but not many books there.so read magazines until felt like wanted to slept.went home.

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2nd day - Friday,16 March

didnt do anything in the morning.went tuition frm 5.30pm til 9.30pm.by the time i went home was totally pening.sarah,u missed alot for sejarah.i entered sejarah n juz lol looking at d notes teacher wrote on the board.these were some of the stuff.

wahaha,like my nightmare

aftr getting back home,i rushed like mad to go to pwtc to meet my sisters.my older sis was involved in this pidato antarabangsa where ppl frm 24 countries (including malaysia) took part in this pidato which was in Malay.it was kinda funny hearing all these ppl talk bahasa baku.they showed this event in TV1 i think.i wanted to watch but i had band n tuition!haiz.wat 2 do.malaysia got 2nd.1st was russia i think.3rd was korea.i got 2 take a pic wit d korea guy who i found out later was named an min suk.he has a malay name (given by his lecture) which is amin.he is SOOOOOOOOOO tall.or is it im short? =(

yeah,hes wearing bju melayu

we spent d nite at legend hotel.slept at 3am coz promised myself i do some hmwk.semangat rite?

some legend hotel statues

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day 3 - Saturday,17 March

woke up very early for a saturday.by 7.45 was all dressed up for eating breakfast.i totally spoiled myself.all d stuff there was normal but wat made me totally cair was d waffles!!!omg omg ohmigod..d waffles rite,were really thin n crispy.shaped as hearts.u can put honey,maple syrup,whipped cream,some fruits n blueberry jem.i put everything except honey.wah,taste like heaven.=D

omg..cair..

ok..done posting.till we meet again.

chao.

confusing

2007-03-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

helllllooooooooo.

"did u ever get d feeling like u like some1,more than a fren?i mean,i guess u can say u hv a crush on tht certain some1.wat do u do?"

juz shut these feelings away n deny everything?or go for it n tell tht person?

sigh.love hurts.thts y ppl say 'i fall in love'.when u fall,it normally hurts.

n dont u just hate tht ur secretly waiting for tht person 2 cm but denying it when some1 asks?n u get all red n shy when tht person talks or even just looks at u?

dont u juz hate cupid?

dont get d wrong idea.im not in love or anything.but this is wat i've been hearing for quite some time frm my friends.rather annoying to tell u d truth.

a penny for ur thought.

chao.

saya dibuli =(

2007-03-12T00:54:00.000-07:00

hello.

juz got back frm 2nd bnd practice during hols.yes,we hv bnd during hols.i was suppost 2 go hm early but coz d seniors x kasi so watever la.

act,i didnt mind tht part.i love bnd.so dont care la.wat made me feel really sad was tht coz ppl in d section dont really wanna practice.when i want to teach them they give excuses.very stupid excuses too.dunno whether to kick them or cry.haiz.these type of ppl ah..seriously dunno wat 2 do abt them.any little excuse they wld use to skip bnd.stupid excuse also they use.hello,if u r so tired n hv 2 many probs until cannot continue in bnd,then i rather u quit.daripada u cm 4 bnd but not practice.i can cari a pengganti 4 u,dont worry.

then when got senior ask wats d prob n i told them,d seniors go hv a talk wit tht person la.now i think tht person hate me.

another thing i was really pissed off was when we did formation.i noe yl call u ppl to do d marker thing but how long did it take?n when u guys cm back,i had to susun u guys.waste more of my time.than when i put u at ur place,u judge me n say i susun salah.if ur so pandai,go ahead la.i would happily give d paper to u n u susun la 4 every1.

but im also so baik,i juz let them bully me.i was thinking tht i hv no power to scold them as i dont hv any jawatan.i oso dunno wat 2 do already.

to those ppl ah,i dont care abt u.i mean,i will help u if ur willing to bekerjasama wit every1.if u r being such a brat,such a weak person as in sikit2 penat,do urself la.u dont respect me so dont dream i will respect u.juz coz we beza sikit je doesnt mean u can do watever u want.juz wait till u f5 n c how ur junior treat u.i bet 1000 times worse than how u treat me.that baru u rasai wat i went thru.

blah.vy emo now.chao.

changes

2007-03-10T23:41:00.000-08:00

hello.

new bloggie.wahaha.i've been wanting to change for awhile now.just got d chance.

changes r good in one's life.we cant stay d same forever.it'll b boring.n we'll nvr grow up.

like take arvil.she started as a real tomboy n ended as a girly.abit la.but she took a chance n changed.n now she looks better.blond,but ok la.

nthg else to talk abt.so talked abt arvil.lame,i noe.

oh yeah,talent time.me n jo taking part.we hv to.jo playing piano.me singing.just d tought of it scares me. =(

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