to the one i love

hello.

have u ever had the feeling like you might lose that someone because of what u said?
i mean,u know u didn't mean it,but the words...they slipped out of your mouth too fast?
that's how i always feel. like my mouth as a mind of its own. and it doesn't help when my own damn ego interferes.they confuse me on what i'm saying,and what i really feel or what i should really say.damn.

to that person concerned, i'm really sorry. truth said,even i don't know whether the things i say are correct.i mean, they seem correct at the moment, but not 5 seconds later when your voice sounds so sad or hurt from what i've just said.and it doesn't help when u remember things i say so clearly. heck,even i can't remember saying the things u say i say.

well.i guess what i'm trying to say is.am i forgiven?